Lumière et L'obscurité

Friday, August 13 2010

2010-08-13T16:06:00.002+07:00

Skali lagi harap jangan tanya kenapa judul topiknya gini karena gw sendiri ga ada ide mo judul apa + mo isi ni blog pk apaan jd na yah gini, gw isi pk kegiatan beberapa hari lalu yang-gw-ingat doang dan mungkin kegiatan kedepannya (maksud?).

Anyway~~ hari ini pulang cepet!! yay!! (norak!) gara2 ada perayaan asadha, jadi abis puja bakti langsung pulang. Tapi pas kebaktian gila pada ribut.. mana panas lg d cetya. Dan nasib tuk anak kls XI AK I a.k.a 2 AK 1. Yang mestinya pulang abis puja bakti malah ditahan sm wali kelasnya di cetya. Untuk apa?? Ternyata untuk LATIHAN PADUS a.k.a PADUAN SUARA saudara-saudara!! Hiks... Nasib amat sih gw jd anak kls 2 AK 1 (tp mending lah anak2 kls na ga kyk anak2 kls 2 AK 2.

Tapi mending sih. Kenapa mending? Karena upacara na tgl 17!! Dan kmaren2 ga ada pelajaran kesenian jadi ga bisa latihaaaann..! Eh skali na latihan susah amat.. Nasib emang TAT untung aja td yg mimpin latihan wali kelas aka Sir Mike bukan guru keseniannya. Klo yg mimpin guru keseniannya dijamin latihannya bakal slese sampe jam 5 nanti (mungkin). Yaialah, gmn ga mo pulang jem segitu, br nyanyiin 1 kata aja uda d srh brenti. Ya ampun paak~ kita ini masih pemula~ mana bs mpe 'perfect' kyk pro siiiihh~ >.>

Btw sbelum mulai latihan ada juga sih kejadian yg agak lucu. Kayaknya sih td Sir Mike ga bs ngomong kenceng (tp akhirannya dy bs ngomong kenceng) + dy lg megang mic. Teruuss~ temen gw ada yg ngomong gini "Pake 'mike' " maksudnya itu pake mic tapi dy ngomongnya gitu. Eh trs d plesetin ma tmn gw yg atu lagi, dy ngomong gini "Sir Mike pake 'mike' " dan skali lagi itu maksudnya mic. Lol ada-ada aja bener dh temen sekelas gw.

Nah..!! Pas mulai latihan. Apa yang terjadi? Gw rada cengo!! Kenapa gitu?? Karena... Pas Sir Mike nyontohin lagunya, otomatis dy 'nyanyi' dong. Nah, suaranya itu, buseeeedd power na keren banget!! Thumbs up bwt power suaranya!! b>.

Anyway~~ bsk gw libur!! Yay!! Uda bikin cemas aja td sbelum masuk skolah ada yang bilang besok masuk. Beruntunglah besok libur, jadi 2 ulangan ditunda mpe minggu depan hoho~ (contoh murid gabener)

Btw gw lupa mo ngomong apa lagi. Udah dh post kali ini segitu dulu. Penyakit lupa gw kambuh lagi lol. Semoga suara gw ga ilang pas hari selasa nanti >.<"

Friday, July 30 2010

2010-07-30T20:14:00.002+07:00

Oke, kali ini judul post d blog gw bener2 uda kayak d buku diary. Karena apa? Ya liat sendiri, judul topiknya berupa Hari-bulan-tanggal-tahun. Uda kayak nulis buku diary kan? Tp anehnya isinya bkn kegiatan 1 hr doang. Melainkan beberapa kegiatan d hari2 sebelumnya jg hoho namanya jg blog aneh dan isinya ga ada yg spesial *mengakui*

Anyway~~ hari ini kok lengan kiri gw mendadak jd pegel2 pas bikin tugas? Akibat dr stres yg berkelanjutan-kah? Mungkin ya dan mungkin tidak. Tp yang pasti, AKUN GW SURAM!! TTATT itu lat kmaren blh d kumpul ga yah oTL suram suram suram TwT

Kita ganti topik biar gw ga depresi (halah nanti jg balik depresi gara2 akun). Gw shock post RP gw mendadak panjang banget. Rekor post RP gw yg terpanjang adalah 482 kata. 18 kata lg jd 500 kata dah th dlm 1 post RP. Dan post RP yang aslinya adalah rep RP total ada 300+ kata. Gw lp tepatnya brp kata tp yang pasti 300 kata-an. Lumayan kaget jg pas tw gw nulis RP segitu banyaknya secara gw msh amatiran. Dan gw makin shock pas liat panjang RP (yg 482 kata). Gila panjang amit.... Br kali ini gw liat post RP gw sepanjang itu. Gw harap kedepannya gw bs post RP panjang (_ _) dan ga webe *mengingat gw msh punya 2 utang d forum sebelah* OTL

Gw br ingat akan sesuatu. Td sore pas gw mo update blog, ada yg blg gw mo update isinya ttg "dia". Dan siapakah "dia" ini?? Gw sendiri ga tw. Aneh2 aja yah tmn gw. Uda aneh, gaje pula ckck. Tp smua tmn gw (baca anak2 kls) itu gaje2 yah ==a

Btw soal baju kls. Omegeh protesannya banyak euy. Gw mesti edit dan uplod brp kl nih? Uda gitu cp nge-tagnya jg secara 25 anak gw tag d FB omegeh. Give me a break guys!! I'm tired edit, upload, and tag the t-shirt's design!! @___@ but maybe i'm the only one you guys can count on because i can use photoshop (even i received a nickname from my homeroom teacher: Class Designer). Dammit =="

Anyway~~ gw lg suka lagu lamanya Big Bang yang berjudul 'Foolish Love'. Entah knp gw sk padahal arti lirik lagunya beda banget sm perasaan/kenyataan gw. Mungkin krn nadanya kl yah yg kyk lagu ballad dan agak nenangin. Dan mungkin jg krn d lagu itu ada kalimat yg entah knp jd salah satu kalimat kesukaan gw: "Everything's gonna be alright, right". Apa jgn2 ada hubungannya jg O_O moga2 ngga. By the way, i'm looking forward to Big Bang's come back performance in Korea! xD so far, there's only Taeyang's Come Back performance in Korea. Still, i'm looking forward to it xD

Oh iya. Ada 1 orang lg chara yg muncul d otak gw, Pandora Indirizo. Nama keluarganya mirip dgn nama keluarga chara cowo gw yg atu. Well, lagipula gw bikin ini anak (chara) punya hubungan keluarga dgn anak gw yg cowo itu. Entah itu hubungan sepupu (dari sisi ayah) atau mungkin....... kembaran.... *dibejek* y-yah, yang pasti ada hubungan keluarga dengan anak gw yg satu itu.

Mendadak gw lp mo nulis apa lg d ni post... Ya udah segitu dl aja post na... Enjoy your stay~ dan maaf gw jarang update blog ^^

Wednesday, July 7 2010

2010-07-07T13:28:00.002+07:00

Yak. Telah diketahui (berdasarkan judul topic di atas) ini blog gw uda kayak buku harian a.k.a diary aja yah pake jadiin Hari-Bulan-Tanggal-Tahun sebagai judul topiknya. Tapi isinya malah bukan kyk buku harian, melainkan hal-hal yang terjadi beberapa hari lalu dan mungkin hari ini yang akan gw post selagi gw inget *shot*

Tapi aneh ya, judul na tanggal 7 tapi d post na tanggal 8. Well, mo gmn lg, ini aslinya post tgl 7 tp krn saluran telp na d putus utk perbaikan jd na ga bs d post dh oTL dan maafkan gw yg males jd isinya ga d edit jd post kmaren....

Hal pertama yang akan gw post adalah... Akhirnya gw inget mo nambahin lagu d blog !! *shot* setidaknya setelah nyari widget playlist (yang pada kenyataannya gw cuman taro 1 lagu *shot*) selama beberapa menit, gw baru inget kalau d esnips bisa bikin playlist (itu juga ingetnya gara2 nemu link cara masukin playlist d blog lewat esnips lol). Anehnya gw ngurusin segala macam d esnips bwt playlist itu dalam beberapa menit (ato mungkin 1 jam) lamanya oTL tapi yah~ yang penting lagunya sudah masuk. Dan lagunya cuman Haru Haru Piano Version yang mellow banget nadanyaa dan cukup bikin tenang (bagi gw).

Btw... Akhir2 ini kok gw jadi webe yaah~? Mo nge-rep RP entah itu d TH ato d Phantasymalah jadi bingung mo nge-rep apa oTL walo pada akhirnya gw ngerep juga, dengan singkatnya oTL tapi setidaknya gw rep... Dan sisa 2 thread RP lagi omg!!? Yg atu d phantasy yg atu RP Kerja di TH oTL nasib... KAPAN SIH GW GA WEBE LG?!?! ;;A;; *ngoceh2 ndiri*

Oke. Selama gw webe. Apa yang gw lakukan? Karena gw adalah orang yang ga punya kerjaan, banget. Yang gw lakukan adalah gentayangan d youtube. Ngapain? Ya nonton video lha~ tapi video apa? Video apa yah gw bingung sebutinnya saking banyak video yang gw tonton hoho~ *shot* tapi yang akhir2 ini ditonton adalah Maknae Rebellion (MakBanShi). Walo blm nonton semuanya, menurut gw yg paling kocak itu adalah pas ep. 12. Kenapa? Silahkan ditonton sendiri *shot*

Ahem (msh ttg MR aka Maknae Rebellion). Pertama-tama karena di awal2 aja da bikin ktawa. Yg lucunya, masa leader SHINee ngomong (gw tls sub na aja dah ya biar ga ribet toh gw jg ga bs bhs korea) "Even saying that the won but why didn't you hand Taemin over to them?". What the heck?? What's wrong with you Onew?? Taemin is SHINee maknae isn't it? So why would you say that?? You want to hand over Taemin to MakBanShi??

Okay. Enough with the broken grammar, sorry, back to Indonesian language. Lalu selanjutnya SHINee ingin balas dendam k MakBanShi. Mereka memanggil kru MakBanShi utk datan (atau mereka yg datang??) dan membuat SHINee kaget krn kameranya kira2 ada 8 dan 2 michrophone dan utk suatu alasan SHINee malah jadi diem (lol) tapi mengisi acara pk games yg mesti blg sesuatu ttg mereka dgn jujur dan hampir merusak image mereka (mungkin tp lol). Beruntungnya MC na datang tepat waktu d tengah2 games kalo ga aib2nya uda pada kebuka th LOL. Dan sisanya klo mao tonton sendiri yah *shot*

Ok next!! Gw mo brenti megang Photoshop ma GIMP. Brenti juga paling beberapa minggu/bulan kemudian megang lg. Tp itu juga ga janji lol *shot*. Berasa ini topik gloomy bgt jadi mari kita ganti topik *shot*

Ini kejadian agak lucu juga sih ya sebenarnya. Berawal dr gw yg nge-add seseorang pk YM gw yg atu lg (bkn rikkushaolee). Gw blg k org na bwt ga ngasi tw ID YM gw yg ntuh k org lain. Eh org na malah minta bayaran berupa set. Dan selama gw nyari foto yg pas bwt setnya gw malah nemu foto2 'skandal' untuk d forum dan berkat foto itu malah bikin org na rugi bkn na untung krn gw bs aja nyebar itu skandal ohoho~~ berasa jd blackmailer gw lol *shot again* maap ya bwt yg req set~ ga bakal gw sebar kok~

Lalu... Ini br terjadi td pagi yah dgn tmn gw yg meng-claim dirinya mirip heechul dan bilang klo gw mirip teukie. Secara tidak sengaja gw td pagi bikin itu anak jd ngebayangin yg aneh2 lol. Yah mo begimana lg secara gw bingung jawab apa ya sudah gw jawab seadanya dan dengan jujur hoho~~ tp kyk na pembicaraan yg mendadak jd CRP (Chat RolePlay) itu akan d lanjut nanti sore ato malem....... Entah knp mendadak dpt bad feeling *swt*

Btw kok mendadak folder pic gw banyak dengan fotonya Choi Seung Hyun a.k.a T.O.P salah satu member BigBang?? Mungkin gara2 tadi pagi (juga) ada orang yang gw tunjukin MV I'm Sorry - Gummy ft. TOP yang berakhir gw d tanya ada foto TOP yang gaya rambutnya kyk gitu ato ga (dan berakhir bikin gw simpen foto2nya jg, thank you very much miss). Tp dy emang keren sih *mata bling bling* tp d sisi lain gw d bikin kepikiran visu tmn gw (yg td minta bayaran) krn nyari foto yg sesuai susah amat oTL

Anyway~ uda segitu dulu~ maap klo d tengah2 mendadak ada bhs ing yg ancur lol dan entah knp malah full indo padahal dl perna blg nulis post blog pk bhs ing oTL

Anything i want to post

2010-06-23T18:45:00.002+07:00

Ahem... Tuk tmn gw yg atu + uda ga 1 skolah lg (hiks.. T^T >> lebay padahal d YM msh bs ktemu) dan jg dy nyuru ggw nge-post ga pk b.ing krn dy bacanya pusing padahal dy itu ing na jago bener~~ keren amat ckck.

Anyway~ kyk na gw tetep nge-post pk bahasa ing... Walo cuma sebagian doang sih hohoho (Sombong) *shot* tp tetep aja ada bhs ing na

Anyway~~ I watched 2010 VMAJ (Video Music Award Japan) for the second time and always... Great perfomance by Big Bang and 2NE1! Especially Big Bang omg they're so cool! XD *fangirl mode* *shot* and congratulation to Big Bang who wins Best Pop Video and Best New Artist at Japan. And also for G-Dragon the leader, he got Best Collaboration Video with W-inds. Congratz for Big Bang and GD XD

Ahem.. Okay.. NEXT!!! *shot* ganti bahasa hoho~ sepertinya sekarang gw kecanduan dgn boyband asal korea (again!! Korean B-band!) yang bernama Super Junior atau mungkin biasa disebut dengan nama Suju atau SJ dan para fansnya dgn sebutan ELF dan sepertinya gw sedang ditarik menjadi ELF oleh slh satu tmn gw yg SERING BANGET ngasi gw quiz ttg suju. Entah itu quiz nebak nama member suju berdasarkan muka ato suara (paling sengsara nebak berdasarkan suara Aorz) dan juga quiz ttg siapa yang bla bla bla dan siapa yang bla bla bla maap kebanyakan pertanyaan yang dikasih nih (orz orz orz) tp gw rela2 saja d tarik menjadi ELF krn uda terlanjur suka ma beberapa lagunya (dan juga membernya hoho!!)

Etto... Apa lagi yak?? Kayaknya td sebelum k blog banyak banget yg mo gw tulis tp sayangnya gw lupakan semua kecuali yg d atas pastinya *shot* dan kebanyakan gw make bhs indo nulisnya!! 8DDD i must improve my english orz *lho balik make bhs inggris?!*

Okay i remember what i want to write........................................... I forgot again orz *shot* Now i remember! I hope... *shot again* okay okay... What i want to write is.. Not so important actually but~ just write it on the blog~ XD

Well, my homeroom teacher said that... I can become a Programmer and... I forgot the other one *shot* actually i remembered the other one. Yg satu lagi *mendadak ganti bahasa* gw bs ambil jurusan KOMPUTER pas kuliah bused 1 jurusan sm kk gw?! Dan gw cuma bs ktawa ktiwi doang dgr itu kata ckckck... anehnya gw... >> mengakui kalo diri sendiri agak aneh a.k.a weird *ga ada bedanya*

Anyways~~ my pupil has increased by one! yaaay~ 8DDD (inner voice: omg orz). Dan pertanyaan itu orang membuat gw ngambil beberapa tuto d flash disk.

Oh well~ that's all~ i want to watch another video at youtube >D

Anything and Everything shot

2010-05-30T17:16:00.003+07:00

How, how, and how?? Those words appeared in my head a few minutes ago and made me think(again) about how i meet my friends, how i know them? Actually... I... Didn't remember about how i meet and how i know them.

Forget about that. I just want to say something.... WHERE THE HECK IS MY SPECTACLES??? I thought i put them one the table but, i can't find them... *deep sigh* *search the specs* *after a few minutes* How did the specs, ended up on the tv?? Now that is weird, and again, forget about that~~ *shot* (note: sorry for bad grammar OTL)

One of my friend told me that my blog had a visitors from an unknown country. Weird huh? And she even told maybe an alien visit my blog! Wow.. O.o and again~ i only can laugh behind the screen of my netbook. But now, the unknown country flag disappear from my Flag Counter 8D *shot*

Ahem hem... Change the topic *shot again* I found a song that i heard from the radio, yay! 8D *shot*

=============EDIT=============

Training, training, and training. I need to increase my English, and....... editing skill... Maybe... *sigh* really... looks like i need to increase my editing skill... but how..? i don't know... *deep sigh*

Fujoshi?! And some other things...

2010-05-13T08:50:00.002+07:00

Okay...... This word appear again... Fujoshi. What is Fujoshi? Well... I also don't know about that but, some of my friends said that, Fujosho = Shounen Ai = Yaoi.

Few last night, one of my friends asked, "You're not fujoshi??". AM I LOOK LIKE A FUJOSHI??? DDD8 but yes for my friend... *stare at him* *shot* But that's true!! He even forced me to join a Yaoi forum!! D8< (i won't tell the forum's name)*shot again* okay.. forget it.. T^T (but i still won't join his forum because i'm not a fujoshi!! D8<)

All of my characters are STRAIGHT. Remember that!! STRAIGHT!! None of my male characters that.... well... how should i say this... you know... the one related to that word, Fujoshi, Shounen-ai, and Yaoi. I say this again... All of my characters are straight D8<

Okay... Lets forget about that(Fujoshi) for a while.

Well, last night, i got a message from my friend, my old friend sent me a sentences, well... Maybe a quote, and the who made that quote is... Me... *sigh* i can't believe that quote came back to me...

I forgot what i want to say next... *shot*

The Stories

2010-05-07T10:41:00.002+07:00

OMG!! I just remember something!! My stories!! I forgot to continue it!!

Oh well.. I'll continue those stories if i have some times... and of course... if my imagination works... *shot by readers* maybe my imagination works for Little Love Story, not Light & Dark... *deep sigh* *shot again*

Anyway~~ i really sorry if the stories were in Indonesian, not English, because you know... My grammar still not good.. maybe worse... *deep sigh* (inner voice: I must increase my english skill... Especially for writting stories... *sigh*)

Anyway~~ I'll continue the stories(but i don't know when). With some help from some songs in my folder... I hope my imagination will works. So... Please be patient for the next chapter ok.. And i really sorry for forgetting to continue the stories... m(_ _)m

Setelah & saat PPD

2010-05-03T13:32:00.004+07:00

Maap ya judulnya kayak gitu~ maklum saya bingung mo d kasih judul apa~~ XD XD

Ok!! Pulang PPD kmaren tp post na skarang. Yah.. Gpp lha mumpung masih inget X3 *plak*

Anyway and by the way~~ th PPD seru juga.. tp ada membosankannya jg... *sigh* tp ada jg kejadian2 langka... seperti, seseorang d kamar kelompok gw tiba2 ngomong 59 dengan kencang pas dy lg tidur, entah itu nomor apa pas d ceritain k wali kelas, yg nge-denger pd ketawa trs wali kelasnya bilang "wah... kode togel tuh..." ya makin ketawa dh gw~~ trs malemnya d kamar malah jd ngomongin togel... Aneh2 aja.. ckckck..

Teruus~ ada lg yang aneh~~ Kok guru akun gw k kamar kelompok gw, trs nanya "cewe.. ada makanan ga?". Klo d inget2 jd ketawa sendiri gw... *shot*

Uda gitu kamar kelompok gw kok malah jd kayak ruang VIP yak?? Uda kadang banyak pengunjung, air hangat ada, gayung ada, camilan ada, SINYAL ada pula. Mungkin kamar kelompok gw memang VIP hwhwhw~ *shot*

tp ada kelemahannya juga~ d th kamar ternyata ada kecoa!! 2 lagi!! OMG!! DD8 *lebay mode on*

Tp yg perlu d ingat ada yg seru... Lagipula kmarena gw ktemu 'seseorang'... sweat dah.. *jd kepikiran lg* *dan jd inget pas th anak ngigo* *ketawa lg dh*

Ahem.. hem... Ok.. Uda segitu dl.. Gw lp mo ngomong apa lg gara2 ketawa XDDDDD *shot*

Btw kmaren gw pules amat yak tdr d bis... *bingung ndiri* *ditendang*

Spiral Suizi no Kizuna Quotes!! XD

2010-04-24T19:38:00.005+07:00

Gw... Br aja baca ni komik beberapa sekitar 1 - 2 hari eh tw2 gw uda baca vol 6... Ajaib~ *lebay* Anyway!! Lets go to the topic! I'll post some quotes from that comic! XD

"Haha... Ha... In the end, i also killed a person. After all, i am also one of the 'Blade Children'!"

- Tsujii Ikou

"'Araragi' means goddess Hecate's sacred tree in greek mythology. Therefore it means 'Death'"

- Ayumu Narumi

"The melody of logic will always play out the truth"

- Ayumu Narumi

"The emperor of the Xia Dynasty was walking on the river bank when he saw a turtle, the turtle's shell was divided into 9 pieces, every piece had dots on them. After looking at the dots, the emperor found that no matter how he added the dots, vertically, horizontally, or diagonally, the sum would end up being the same. That--is the increedible mystic square formation. Later on, people named it Rakushou."

- Ayumu Narumi

"I wanted to kill things. That wsa when i was 3 years old! Because i saw the ants... The ants had formed a line, so i picked them up one by one and squashed them. It took a really long time. Then after that were butterflies, cicadae, crickets... After i caught them, i squashed them all. When i was 5, i used metal wires to strangle a husky. But, my mother saw the seriousness of the situation... So in order to stop her son from killing, she forced him to practice piano all day."

- Eyes Rutherford

"To kill is my destiny. Do you understand? That is pre-destined. Because the children are all cursed."

- Eyes Rutherford

"But why? The place where the rib is missing hurts so much--the cursed children, the distiction on their bobdy is constantly in pain... Saying 'Have patience, wait for an opportunity'... Do you think those who are cursed.... Are able tto last very long? Killing is fated by destiny"

- Eyes Rutherford

"In order to achieve happiness, one must believe in themselves and others"

- Unknown *shot*

"The meaning of Iris in the language of flower is 'Happiness of Believer'"

- Madoka Narumi

"The thing i doubt the most is my own strength!"

- Ayumu Narumi

"No matter how you practice, from the start, even without tools and skills, you can't hit a target that's running away. Tp hit, more than you need the tools or skills, you have to read the target's thinking, and be ready to set traps for it. It's like chess. If you say it the other way around you can easily hit a target without using any tools."

- Kanone Hilbert

"For all The Blade Children to be... Exterminated..."

- Kanone Hilbert

About Shaolee(Rikku)

2010-04-18T18:55:00.003+07:00

Mestinya sih post pertama... Tapi ya sudahlah~~

Name: Rikku Shaolee

Age: 17

Birthday: 23 December

Family: Athena Shaolee(Sister)

Talent: Sing, Logic(Fiction), Air-Bending(Sci Fi)

Description: Rambut panjang, lurus, berwarna hitam, mata kanan berwarna merah dan mata kiri berwarna biru, memakai choker dengan hiasan Matahari & Bulan di tengahnya. Kadang memakai coat atau jaket berwarna hitam. Penampilan yang hampir sama dengan adiknya.

Personality: 180 derajat berbeda dengan adiknya. Pendiam, hampir tanpa emosi dan dapat mengendalikan emosinya agar selalu tetap tenang. Hampir tidak memperdulikan hal sekitar termasuk dirinya sendiri tapi terkadang bisa bersikap dewasa.

Pupptes:

- Chronos Einsbergh

- Yoko Yoshizawa

- Schatten Geisterdadt

- Sho Fukushima

Some 07-Ghost Quotes

2010-04-15T09:41:00.002+07:00

"I showed Capella that even while marked with slave's brand, you can have pride in being born in this world"
- Teito Klein

"Humankind's true happiness lies in overcoming suffering on one's own it really can't be placed onto someone else."
- Profe/Labrador

Dikit? Dikit?? DIKIT??? Oh iya dikit banget wong cuma 2 kalimat.. Hohohoho~~ *plak* lagipula gw cuman baca ulang kok yg chapter... Brp tuh lp... *doble plak* Yang pasti d chapter Teito ktemu Profe d God's House.

Skali lg maap klo cuman dikit quote na~ krn ini jg skalian d simpan d blog krn HP gw lg d charge dan ga bs d pk dl.

Tp klo nanti ktemu quote lg bakal saya post kok~ XD

Hiroshi Shiomiya

2010-04-13T20:39:00.006+07:00

Ok!!! Saatnya gw kasih tau mengenai profil ni anak yg 'agak' berbahaya juga... Mungkin juga ga berbahaya.. Jd berbahaya ato ga? Well.. Gw jg bingung mo d kategorikan sbagai anak berbahaya ato ga XDDD *digampar*

Name: Hiroshi Shiomiya

Gender: Male

Birthday: 4 April

Age: 17

Character Description:

Kira-kira seperti ini(maap kalo kegedean)

Personality: agak manja, agak kekanak-kanakan, terkadang menunjukkan sisi yang dewasa dan serius daripada sisi yang kekanak-kanakan dan manja. Dan kadang bisa mengucapkan kata-kata yang pedas. Iseng, dan kadang suka melakukan percobaan yang berbahaya.

Weakness: lemah terhadap anak kecil

Group: Brains

Talent: pandai merakit barang, apalagi barang yang mengandung bahan peledak.

Crime List:

- Membunuh seseorang secara SENGAJA karena mempraktekan apa yang ia lihat mengenai Wolf Killer di internet.

- Menge-bom sebuah gedung sebagai bahan percobaan granat yang ia rakit sendiri.

Ok! Segitu dl soalnya gw bingung mo nambahin apa lg. Btw BG Story nyusul(kemungkinan ga bakal gw tls *digebukin readers*)

Btw credit bwt info Wolf Killer ngaraf k sini:

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20090325210758AAQrEFw

And of course!! Credit goes to a film called CSI because of the information about Wolf Killer and the handmade hand grenade ^~^ >> psychopath

Peace ok?! I am a Psychopath XD XD

Utada Hikaru & Final Fantasy Addicted, also 1 new Character

2010-04-12T21:30:00.002+07:00

Ohoho~~ mari kita lupakan apa yg gw blg sebelumnya: "I want to die", ok?! Tp kadang wmg sih gw mikir gitu... Pengen mati aja.. *digeplak yg laen terutama ane-ue*

Ok.. BTT sesuai dengan judul topiknya. Gw... Sekarang... Sedang dalam mode....... Gmn blg na ya.... Utada Hikaru & Final Fantasy Addicted, especially for Final Fantasy XIII, Final Fantasy Versus XIII, Final Fantasy Agito XIII and Fabula Nova Crystallis Final Fantasy XIII. Its all about Final Fantasy XIII XD XD XD *shot*

Btw gw ga post gbr2 FF XIII sm Utada(aka Hikki) dh ya.. Krn m-a-l-a-s XDDD *digebukin readers, terutama yg ga tw Hikki sm FF XIII* Ok2 gw post gbr2 na, tapi FF XIII cuman logo2 na ya.. *ditendang readers*

Final Fantasy XIII:

Final Fantasy Versus XIII:

Final Fantasy Agito XIII:

Btw saya tidak post fotonya Hikki ya~~ Jd maaf ^^v tp tetep aja... Gw msh nge-fans sm Hikki..! Lagu2nya kadang menenangkan ato bs membuat suasana tenang XD

Oh iya... 1 chara yg muncul... Namanya Hiroshi Shiomiya. Th chara muncul berdasarkan 'seseorang' yang ternyata adalah senpainya ane-ue tersayang yg ane-ue blg sendiri 'pedo' ato 'lolicon'.

Whew... Keanya gw ga bakal masukin sifat 'pedo' ato 'lolicon' dh k format dy~ scara gw pake format OG~ hohohohoo~~ *ditendang ane-ue*

Anyway and By the way~~ Scara netbook da mo d ambil alih ma nyokap, gw ngomong scara singkat aja ni yaa. Format aka Profil Hiroshi akan gw post d sini dan gw masukin org na k cerita Yoko. Scara gw da pny 2 chara d OG jd ga blh bikin chara lg~~

1 lg dh... Kok OG makin sepi yaa?? Apa gara2 musim ujian?? Bntr lg gw jg msk musim ujian nih klo ga slh.... Oh well... Terima nasib aja dah.. TT^TT

12 April 2010, dan sedikit curhat

2010-04-12T18:09:00.002+07:00

Hr ini... Temen gw Deborah aka adek gw di sekolah ultah(bukan berarti adik kandung, tapi cuman nganggep ade d sekolah~ lagipula gw da kebiasaan manggil dy 'dede' d sekolah~). Agak heboh juga sih ngerayainnya. Buktinya? Gw kena krim kuenya!! Argh! Sial kaw Nesan! Jd berminyak nih!! Tapi untung ga bau moca +___+

Tapi... Akhirannya... Yg nge-rencanain marah2! Bukan marah lagi, MARAH BESAR!! Gara2 apa?? Gara2... Kue ultahnya, sebelum d kasih k Deborah, krimnya diCOLEK dikit sama yg bawa kue k kelas, aka anak yg sekelas sm gw. Brarti kuenya rusak DIKIT dong?? Cuman krn itu dy marah? Trs hadiah alias boneka yg mo d ksh k Deborah, dititip k guru. Otomatis d ditaro d kantor kn? Eh td pas mo ngambil bonekanya KANTORNYA DIKUNCI. Jd ga bs d ksh th hadiahnya di SAAT ITU JUGA. Trs knp? Cuman gara2 itu yg nge-rencanain marah? Bisa kan, hadiah ultah d ksh na bsk. Hadiah ultah kan BISA d ksh beberapa hari setelah hari ultah. Trs rencana GAGAL TOTAL?? Uda sampe motong kue GAGAL TOTAL??? Yg bnr aja, ITU SAMA SEKALI BERHASIL TW GA SIH?!?!

Coba lu inget2!!(yg d maksud yg nge-rencanain). Kmaren, pas hr Jum'at sama hr Sabtu, kita(gw, deborah, nesan, linda, sm yg nge-rencanain ultah dedeb aka yanna) uda mo beli kue pas hari Minggu tanggal 4 kmaren kan?? Tp ga jadi gara2 yg ultah tgl 8 aka Shinta(my dear best friend) pergi k singapure gara2 'sesuatu'. Ingat?? Trs pd akhirnya d hr Jumat kita patungan, 1 org 5rb doang, buat beli kue d hypermart yg harganya 20rb doang. Uda gitu kuenya kebalik. Ancur ga? Ancur yg pasti tp ga ancur2 amat. Trs kita ngumpul dulu d rmh gw gara2 Shintanya lg belajar d rmh temen. Trs pas d telp Shinta blg hr Sabtu mo traktir kita makan2 sbelum sekolah. Tapi nyatanya org na ketiduran euy! Sampe jem 11 blon bgn!! Gila th anak.. **** *ditendang Shinta*

Nah.. Itu gmn? Uda agak ancur kn? Tp berakhir dgn baik krn dy akhirannya traktir kita makan d Pizza Hut + bersenang-senang gara2 'sesuatu' *ngakak lg dh gw*. Trs akherannya Deborah ma Nesan ngasi sesuatu k Shinta(congrats!! XDD). Apakah d hari itu ancur? Justru yg hampir ancur jd ga ancur gara2 di mall.

Trs asal tau aja ya... Dari taun k taun gw ga perna ngarepin dpt hadiah d hr ultah gw. Tp taon lalu, tepatnya beberapa hr setelah gw ultah, Shinta dtg k rmh gw cuman bwt ngobrol, sama ngasi gw hadiah. So, hadiah ultah blh kan klo d ksh beberapa hr, ato ke-esokan hari setelah hari ultang tahun klo ada halangan?

Coba bayangin sebelum marah! Parahann kuenya Dedeb yg cuma rusak dikit ato kue Shinta yg kebalik? Trs mikir! Emangnya kenapa klo hadiah ultah d ksh na ke-esokan harinya? Ga pas? Gw rasa sama aja yang penting ADA NIAT NGASIHNYA!!!

Gw, yg nge-rencanain ngasi kue d ultah na Shinta aja cuman ktawa2, ga marah gara2 kuenya kebalik. Tp lu? Cuma krn krimnya kecolek 'dikit' uda marah. Emg yg nyolek org yg lu benci, tp ga usah sampe MARAH BESAR KALI!! Buktinya rencana lu berhasil kn sampe nge-bagiin kue.

Uda gitu, gw ksh tw jg skarang, kmaren pas hr Sabtu, gw jg ngerasa bersalah. Krn apa? Krn d hr itu jg slh 1 anak d kls gw jg ultah. Uda gitu tmn dy blg "Udalah yang ulang tahun kan ada di sini, knp ga ksh k dy aja?" Gmn gw ga bersalah? Ngerayain ultah org yg uda lewat 2 hr sementara ada yg ultah d hari itu jg.

Oh ya... 1 lg... I want to die...

Little Love Story, Chapter 3, Part 1, Avaron's Past

2010-04-06T14:20:00.005+07:00

Beberapa hari berlalu di Oozora Gakuen, lebih tepatnya seminggu kemudian setelah kejadian yang dialami Avaron hari Jum'at lalu, pertemuannya dengan Kaze Fujisaki, teman sekelasnya, dan juga rencana yang agak licik dari teman kembarnya yang pada akhirnya ia mendapatkan kontak Kaze Fujisaki dengan wajah yang memerah padam karena perbuatan kedua temannya itu.

Tapi sepertinya Avaron tidak pernah berbicara dengan Kaze walaupun mereka sekelas dan Avaron menyimpan kontak Kaze di handphonenya. Sepertinya ia terlalu malu untuk berbicara dengannya, secara ia menjadi ingat dengan kejadian itukalau melihat wajah Kaze dan mukanya menjadi merah, walaupun bukan merah padam saat melihat Kaze.

Oozora Gakuen, tepatnya pada saat pelajaran terakhir di kelas 1-B. Avaron kembali telat masuk ke kelas untuk mengikuti pelajaran terakhir di hari itu. Tapi kali ini berjalan tanpa semangat menuju kelasnya karena niatnya untuk membolos muncul kembali, dan sepertinya niatnya kali ini lebih kuat dari yang sebelumnya.

Apa aku membolos saja ya...? Avaron menghela nafas. Tapi kalau aku membolos.. Sepertinya nanti aku akan mendapat hukuman... Avaron mulai ragu, ingi mengikuti keinginannya untuk membolos atau tetap masuk gar tidak mendapat hukuman.

Hampir sampai ke kelas, ia melihat orang yangsepertinya familiar, anak laki-laki berambut hitam di depan pintu kelasnya. Avaron berjalan mendekati anak itu, merasa pernah melihatnya di suatu tempat, tanpa pikir panjang ia bertanya ke arah anak itu secara tiba-tiba, "Ano... Sedang apa...?"

Secara langsung anak laki-laki itu kaget, berbalik dan dengan segera membungkam mulut Avaron dengan tangannya, membuat Avaron hampir tidak bisa bernafas dan juga membuat wajahnya memerah karena wajah anak laki-laki itu yang ternyata adalah Kaze Fujisaki terlihat oleh Avaron.

Kaze melihat ke sekeliling, sepertinya ia cemas akan sesuatu. Setelah melihat ke sekeliling ia seperti merasa lega, Untung saja tidak ada yang melihat. Sepertinya ia hampir lupa dengan Avaron.

Sementara itu Avaron diam saja, mencoba untuk tenang, sampai Kaze sadar kalau ia masih membungkam mulut Avaron dengan tangannya. Dengan cepat Kaze melepaskan Avaron, "M-maaf." Ucapnya.

Avaron hanya diam untuk beberapa saat, mencoba mengatur nafasnya, kemudian ia melihat ke arah Kaze, "Ya... Tidak apa-apa." Ucapnya dengan senyum, masih mencoba untuk mengatur nafasnya. "Sedang apa di depan pintu kelas?"

Mendengar Avaron bertanya seperti itu, Kaze langsung menutup mulut Avaron kembali, dengan tangannya, "Jangan bicara kencang-kencang... Nanti ketahuan..." Ucapnya berbisik. Avaron hanya bisa mengangguk untuk membalas ucapan Kaze, dan pada akhirnya Kaze melepaskan Avarn, membuat Avaron mencoba untuk mengatur nafasnya lagi. "Maaf..." Ucap Kaze dengan pelan.

"Ya... Tidak apa-apa.." Balas Avaron yang menjadi sweatdrop. "Lalu... Kau sedang apa? Berniat untuk membolos?" Avaron bertanya dengan pelan agar mulutnya tidak dibungkam lagi oleh Kaze. Tapi sepertinya wajah Avaron sudah tidak memerah lagi.

Kaze menghela nafas, "Ya... Begitulah... Aku tidak suka pelajaran Bahasa Inggris." Balasnya, menatap Avaron. "Bagaimana denganmu? Kau terlihat tidak semangat masuk."

"Ah... Ya... Aku hanya tidak suka dengan gurunya." Avaron membalas, niatnya untuk membolos semakin besar, kemudian tanpa sadar ia mengucapkan sesuatu, "Bagaimana kalau kita membolos bersama-sama...?"

"Hm... Boleh juga..." Kaze membalas dengan singkat, dan juga dengan senyum, membuat Avaron yang melihat wajah Kaze memerah lagi. Sepertinya Avaron tidak akan pernah melupakan kejadian waktu itu.

"Lalu... Kita mau kemana...?" Aaron bertanya, mengalihkan pandangannya dari wajah Kaze, tetapi wajahnya masih memerah.

"Ya... Kema saja asal tidak di sini." Kaze membalas dengan senyum dan juga agak sweatdrop karena ia juga tidak tahu mau kemana. Ia mulai berjalan keluar dari gedung bagian Barat, dan juga berjalan keluar sekolah, diikuti Avaron di belakangnya.

Mereka pergi meninggalkan sekolah, berhasil membolos pelajaran terkahir di hari itu dan mereka sampai di taman.

"Sepertinya kita berhasil membolos tanpa ketahuan..." Ucap Avaron agak pelan. Baru kali ini ia membolos pelajaran di sekolahnya. Semoga nanti tidak mendapat masalah... Ia agak cemas karena sudah membolos.

"Ya begitulah. Tapi kita masih memakai seragam sekolah." Ucap Kaze, melihat ke arah Avaron yang memakai seragam lengkap. Akhirnya Kaze, yang saat itu memakai jaket berwarna coklat, melepas jaketnya dan memberikannya ke Avaron, "Coba pakai ini..."

Avaron terlihat agak bingung, "Aku?? Untuk apa??" Tanyanya, menerima jaket itu.

"Pakai saja. Kau tidak mau terlihat seperti anak sekolah kan?" Kaze membalas dengan santai.

"Oh... Baiklah..." Gumam Avaron, memakai jaketnya.

Sementara itu Kaze melepas bajunya tepat-di-depan-Avaron, membuat Avaron agak terkejut. Ternyata Kaze sudah memakai kaos lagi dan membuat Avaron yang tadi terkejut menjadi sweatdrop.

"Sepertinya kau sudah sangat siap untuk membolos." Ucap Avaron yang agak sweatdrop.

"Tentu saja." Kaze membalas dengan singkat, dengan senyumannya. "Jadi... Sekarang kita mau ngapain lagi...?" Ucap Kaze pelan, melihat ke sekeliling taman.

Avaron tidak menjawab pertanyaan Kaze, ia berjalan mendekati Kaze, "Ng... Kalau boleh bertanya... Kenapa kau bisa masuk Oozora Gakuen?" Pertanyaan yang jarang diucapkan oleh Avaron diberikan kepada Kaze.

"......" Kaze diam untuk beberapa saat mendengar pertanyaan Avaron, membuat Avaron memunculkan beberapa tanda tanya di kepalanya. "Karena sebuah kecerobohan." Ucap Kaze, terdengar tidak meyakinkan.

"Yang benar?" Avaron bertanya, mendekatkan wajahnya denga wajah Kaze. Kali ini wajah Kaze yang memerah karena perbuatan Avaron.

Kaze berjalan agak menjauhi Avaron, "Y-ya hanya karena kecerobohan saja." Ucapnya dengan senyum yang terlihat innocent. Membuat Avaron semakin tidak yakin dengan jawaban yang diberikan oleh Kaze.

Avaron berjalan mendekati Kaze, memberikan pertanyaan yang sama, "Yang benar?" Kali ini nada bicaranya benar-benar terdengar tidak yakin, atau mungkin tidak puas dengan jawaban Kaze. "Tidak mungkin hanya karena kecerobohan kau sampai masuk ke Oozora Gakuen, benar?" Tambahnya, dengan senyum yang terlihat sangat polos.

"....." Kaze diam saja mendengar ucapan Avaron yang masuk akal. Tidak mungkin hanya karena kecerobohan ia sampai masuk ke Oozora Gakuen. "Ya... Karena suatu hal yang bisa di bilang..." Nada bicara Kaze menjadi semakin kecil, "Memalukan..."

Avaron hampir tidak bisa mendengar ucapan Kaze, "Ng... Ya sudahlah... Lupakan pertanyaanku tadi." Ucapnya. Sepertinya Avaron masih penasaran dengan alasan Kaze sampai masuk ke Oozora, karena menurutnya Kaze adalah anak yang baik-baik saja.

"Bagaimana denganmu? Bagaimana kau bisa masuk Oozora?" Kaze memberikan pertanyaan yang sama kepada Avaron.

"Ah.. Itu..." Sepertinya Avaron ragu untuk memberitahu, "Mungkin bisa dibilang... Karena sebuah 'kesalah pahaman'." Ucapnya, dengan senyum yang innocent.

"Kesalah pahaman?"

"Ya... Kesalah pahaman..." Nada bicara Avaron kali ini terdengar agak serius, dan agak down.

- To be Continue

Ok!! Maap akherannya kea gini!! Keanya gw perlu mencari ide lg. So~ Sampe sini dl ceritanya~ maap klo singkat banget~ ^-^v

Another Quotes

2010-04-05T17:52:00.004+07:00

Ok... Saatnya nge-post beberapa quotes lagi. Kayaknya gw kebanyakan quotes ya~? Anyway~~ here are the quote~

"When you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however imporabable, must be the truth."

> Joddie - Detective Conan(Sherlock Holmes quote)

"No matter how distorted, what's alive is alive, so they could live on."

> Tachibana Shito - Zombile-Loan

"Since this worldd belongs to humans, then the world needs someone's acknowledgement to be established."

> Shimotsuki Kuze - Zombie-Loan

"Don't worry, everyone is nearby. For each person that exists on this world, they exists a world."

> Shimotsuki Kuze - Zombie-Loan

"Losing your temper won't get you anywhere. If you're too tense, your luck will run out."

> Tsugumi Shuji - Zombie-Loan

"The unfading ones guide and change the world. Those who hear their voice, Surrender yourself..."

(Meaning: When dragons move, the world follows. You all have already in that change...)

> Breath of Fire IV(Song of Dragons)

"That's not it... Everyone... Is chasing... Happiness... They want to become happier, more that they are now.... And they get disappointed when it doesn't happen... They don't want to become unhappy... They want to become happier and feel distressed about it."

> Tenri Ayukawa - The World God Only Knows

Ok! Kayaknya uda smua. Klo nanti dpt quote lagi akan saya post lagi d sini~~

Oh iya!! Ada satu lagi!! Sebenarnya saya sendiri ga tw ini bs d bilang quote ato ga, tapi yang pasti kata2nya ada d dlm otak saya.

"What will happen if i disappear from this world? No one know, and no one care about it."

Star - Your Ex-Lover Is Dead

2010-04-03T16:45:00.003+07:00

Seperti yang saya janjikan(tapi keanya saya ga janji apa2 dh ya kcuali lanjutin cerita). Lirik lagu Your Ex-Lover Is Dead:

God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'
In that instant it started to pour,
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across Pont Champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name...

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love...

Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save

I'm not sorry there's nothing to save...

Credit goes to this site: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/stars/yourexloverisdead.html

Klo d denger2 ni lagu keanya mengingatkan saya pada sesuatu.. Tapi apakah itu~? Saya jg tidak tau XD XD

Anyway and By The Way~~ Itu Lirik lagu yang ada d playlist saya yang di atas~ Enjoy the song~ XD

Another siggy~

2010-04-02T21:13:00.005+07:00

Ok! Gw baru saja menyelesaikan sebuah siggy. Iseng2 bikin th siggy d saat ga ada kerjaan. Btw siggy na seperti ini:

Aneh? Sudah pasti.. Tp tetep.. Comment please~~

Dan pilih yg mana yg bgs~ yang atas atau yang bawah~

P.S: Itu siggy bwt tmn saya jd jgn d ambil

Beberapa keterangan

2010-04-02T18:12:00.003+07:00

OK! Mungkin pada bingung knp tu cerita bs jd banyak(cuman 3 sih) dan belon tamat2 tp tw2 yg dr 2 cerita langsung jadi 3 cerita(kcuali yang one shot). Itu karena gw... Kebanyakan ide!! Hayah~ klo ga kbanyakan ide jg ga bakal gw tulis. Dan juga mungkin karena imajinasi yang tak terbatas mengenai cerita-ceritanya tp kadang bs nge-blank sendiri pas nulis kelanjutan ceritanya.................... *sigh* >> author kecewa sendiri

Lalu... Mengenai Light & Dark... Harap sabar karena saya kekurangan ide~ terus cerita yang baru aka mengenai Yoko Yoshizawa, itu sepertinya uda lebih dari 1 chapter dh~ tapi saya males ngubah-ngubah lg chapter na krn da lupa dr bag mn yg mesti na chapter br~~ >> author ga bener

Dan juga, Gakuen yang ada di ceritanya itu saya rahasiakan~ tapi keanya salah satu reader saya sudah bisa menebak itu Gakuen apa~~

Aslinya sih itu Yoko Yoshizawa mo d bikin chara d suatu forum. Tapi karena rules dan saya sudah punya 2 chara, jadi dh saya bikiin ceritanya sajah~~

Oh iya!! Itu playlist saya tambahin 3 lagu(Imagine by Mercedes aka Glee Cast Version, Time Flies by Lykke Li, and Your Ex-Lover Is Dead by Star). Lagunya enak2 kok walaupun agak mellow gitu. Lirik lagu Time Flies saya sudah post jadi tinggal d cari aja d post2 sebelumnya~ tp keanya lirik lagunya hari selasa kemaren tanggal 30 Maret 2010(lengkap juga).

Anyway~ kalo soal lirik lagu Imagine, saya post lirik lagunya sekarang:

Imagine There's No Countries
It Isn't Hard To Do
Nothing To Kill Or Die For
And No Religion Too

Imagine All The People
Living Life In Peace (Youuuu)
You May Say I'm A Dreamer

But I'm Not The Only One
I Hope Someday You Will Join Us
And The World We'll Be As One

Imagine No Possessions
I Wonder If You Can
No Need For Greed Or Hunger
A Brotherhood Of Man

Imagine All The People
Sharing All The World (Youuuu)

You May Stay I'm A Dreamer
But I'm Not The Only One
I Hope Someday You Will Join Us
And The World Will Live As One

Btw maaf kalo durasi lagu Imagine cuman 2 menit 25 detik ^_^v

Time Flies by Lykke Li

2010-03-30T19:52:00.004+07:00

I have listen to this song before, at a TV show called So You Think You Can Dance Season 6(and i just downloaded the music). A Lyrical Jazz Music. To be honest, the song sounds like a Lullaby, for me. And the lyric is... Like this:

I sit tight, don't want to miss the show
I hang on, don't want to miss my prime
Time will fly, upon my baby's back
Time will fly, upon my baby's back

Stay a while, my baby wants me to
Don't you go, my baby begs me so
But tide will dry, upon my baby's back
Tide will dry, upon my baby's back

And I get weak
I get weary
I miss sleep
I get moody
I'm in thoughts
I write songs
I'm in love
I walk on

So fingers crossed, my time is coming now
Don't you go, my baby begs me so
Time will fly, upon my baby's back
Time will fly, upon my baby's back

I get weak
I get weary
I miss sleep
I get moody
I'm in thoughts
I write songs
I'm in love
I walk on

credit: http://www.sweetslyrics.com/574542.Lykke%20Li%20-%20Time%20Flies%20.html

But still... Nice music~ and the dance was so beautiful XD

Little Love Story, Chapter 2 – Contacts

2010-03-27T09:43:00.000+07:00

Chapter 2 – Contacts

Shinny park, entah kenapa taman di kota itu dinamakan dengan nama Shinny park. Mungkin karena di taman itu terkadang terlihat sangat terang pada saat siang hari, sementara pada pagi atau sore hari udara di taman itu sangat sejuk, dan di malam hari udaranya bisa menjadi sangat dingin.

Terlihat sudah ada seseorang di taman itu, seorang gadis berambut panjang yang berwarna biru gelap mendekati warna hitam dan memakai gelang berwarna ungu gelap, hampir seperti hitam. Sepertinya gadis itu sedang menunggu seseorang. Tidak lama kemudian seorang gadis lagi dengan cirri-ciri yang sama tapi dengan warna gelang yang berbeda, warna putih atau lebih tepatnya silver. Sepertinya mereka berdua anak kembar identik.

“Hei… Maaf… Sudah lama menunggu?” Gadis dengan gelang warna silver itu bertanya dan meminta maaf.

Gadis dengan gelang ungu gelap itu hanya mengangguk, “Ya… Tidak apa-apa. Lagipula kita juga mau bertemu dengan seseorang.” Ucapnya.

“Ya… benar juga…” Balas gadis yang satunya lagi.

Sepertinya mereka sedang menunggu seseorang. Sahabat atau musuh? Atau orang yang penting bagi mereka? Yang pasti mereka sedang menunggu seseorang di taman itu.

Sementara di jalan, agak jauh dari taman, seorang gadis berambut coklat yang kita kenal sebagai Avaron, masih berjalan tanpa tujuan. Ia mengambil handphonenya dan melihat kalau ia mendapat beberapa pesan. “Let’s see…….” Gumamnya, melihat pesan yang diterimanya. “Shinny park? Ok.” Gumamnya lagi, berlari menuju Shinny Park dengan.

Hanya dalam beberapa menit ia sampai di Shinny Park dan melihat kedua gadis kembar itu. “Ah… Hei…! Maaf lama! Sepertinya aku telat dating lagi!” Ucapnya sedkit berteriak ke arah dua gadis itu. Ternyata Avaron orang yang sedang ditunggu kedua gadis itu.

Salah satu dari gadis kembar itu, lebih tepatnya yang memakai gelang berwarna ungu gelap, menghela nafas. “Hh… Ya… kami memaklumi Avaron. Kau selalu telat.” Ucapnya agak dingin

“Ya ya… Aku kan sudah minta maaf.” Avaron membalas dengan senyum innocentnya. “Tapi ngomong-ngomong, apa yang dilakukan oleh Schatten dan Licht Geisterdadt di sini?” Avaron bertanya, melihat ke arah gadis dengan gelang ungu gelap saat mengucapkan nama Schatten, dan melihat ke arah gadis dengan gelang silver saat mengucapkan nama Licht.

Geisterdadt, nama keluarga yang sedikit aneh untuk orang Jepang. Mungkin kedua gadis kembar itu bukan keturunan asli Jepang dan dari nama mereka bisa ditebak kalau mereka keturunan orang Jerman.

“Kami hanya ingin bertemu denganmu. Lagipula kita sudah lama tidak bertemu kan?” Licht, gadis dengan gelang berwarna silver menjawab dengan jawaban yang disertai pertanyaan.

“Iya juga sih… Tapi baru beberapa bulan tidak bertemu belum bisa dikatakan lama.” Avaron menjawab dengan sedikit ragu.

“Ya ya… Mengesampingkan hal itu, kalau kami ingin bertemu denganmu, bagaimana kalau kau memberitahu kami alasan kau terlambat dating.” Ucap Schatten, gadis yang satu lagi. “Kau selalu mempunyai alasan yang bagus untuk terlambat bukan?” Tambahnya, dengan tatapan sedikit mengancam. Sementara Licht hanya bisa diam melihat tatapan yang diberikan Schatten.

Seketika itu juga Avaron menjadi sweatdrop, berfikir apakah ia harus memberitahu alasan mengapa ia terlambat. Tapi karena ia melihat tatapan yang diberikan oleh Schatten yang terlihat menakutkan dan terkesan mengancam, akhirnya Avaron pun memberitahukan alasan ia terlambat dating, dan yang pasti ia memberitahukannya tanpa niat.

Avaron memberitahukan kejadiannya dari awal sampai akhir. Yang dimaksud dengan awal adalah saat ia menabrak seseorang di koridor, dan yang dimaksud dengan akhir adalah kejadian di sungai. Sementara kedua temannya hanya bisa diam mendengar cerita Avaron. Mereka terlihat sedikit tidak percaya dengan cerita Avaron.

“Kalian puas…?” Avaron bertanya, terlihat wajahnye menjadi merah lagi karena menceritakan kejadian yang ia alami bersama seorang laki-laki bernama Kaze Fujisaki di sungai.

Schatten dan Licht menatap satu sama lain untuk beberapa detik. Kemudian secara tiba-tiba mereka mulai tertawa, membuat Avaron yang wajahnya masih memerah menjadi kaget.

“Apa itu benar terjadi padamu Avaron?!” Licht bertanya, ia masih tertawa karena cerita Avaron barusan.

“Sangat tidak terduga Avaron yang kita kenal mengalami hal seperti itu…” Ucap Schatten yang juga masih tertawa, tapi setidaknya ia tertawa kecil.

“Hei! Aku serius!” Avaron membalas, ia terdengar serius dari nada biacaranya. “Memang hal itu tidak pernah terjadi padaku tapi…. Itu memang terjadi tadi.” Tambahnya, berusaha meyakinkan kedua temannya itu.

Reaksi yang didapat Avaron dari kedua temannya masih sama seperti tadi, tidak percaya, walaupun kedua temannya sudah tidak lagi tertawa.

“Baiklah… Kami akan mempercayaimu kalau kau mau menunjukkan yang mana anak berambut hitam dan bernama Kaze Fujisaki itu.” Ucap Schatten, sedikit menggoda. Licht hanya mengangguk, tanda ia setuju dengan dengan ucapan Schatten.

Avaron menjadi terkejut lagi karena kedua temannya ingin melihat orang yang ada di dalam cerita Avaron, seorang anak laki-laki berambut hitam bernama Kaze Fujisaki.

“Hei… Mau merencanakan apa kalian dengan bertemu dengannya?” Avaron bertanya dengan curiga.

Kedua temannya hanya memberikan senyum innocent mereka, “Tidak merencanakan apa-apa kok” Mereka membalas secara bersamaan, semakin menambah rasa curiga Avaron. “Jadi…? Mau mempertemukan kita dengan anak itu, A-va-ron?” Tambah Schatten dan Licht, terdengar sedikit mengancam ketika mereka menyebut nama Avaron.

Mendengar ucapan kedua temannya yang terdengar mengancam, Avaron akhirnya pasrah, memutuskan untuk menunjukkan atau mempertemukan kedua temannya dengan Kaze.

“Kalau begitu… Kita ke sungai.” Ucapnya. Sepertinya sekarang Avaron sudah agak tenang. “Mungkin ia masih ada di sana…” Tambahnya, mulai berjalan menuju taman diikuti Schatten dan Licht dari belakang.

Avaron, Schatten, dan Licht sampai di River Side hanya dalam beberapa menit. Sepertinya di sungai itu masih ada anak laki-laki berambut hitan yang tadi diceritakan oleh Avaron.

“Ah… Ternyata dia masih berada di sana…” Pikir Avaron, sweatdrop karena pada awalnya ia berharap agar anak laki-laki itu sudah pergi atau pulang dari sungai.

“Hooo…. Jadi itu orangnya…” Ucap Licht tiba-tiba, sembari menatap anak laki-laki berambut hitam itu.

“Hm…” Schatten hanya bergumam.

Kemudian kedua anak kembar itu menatap satu sama lain, memberikan perasaan yang tidak enak kepada Avaron yang melihatnya. Kemudian mereka terlihat tersenyum yang sepertinya merencanakan sesuatu. Dan secara tiba-tiba…..

“Hei kau!” Schatten menghampiri anak laki-laki itu, “Namamu Kaze Fujisaki bukan?” Tanyanya

Avaron yang melihat itu hanya bisa speechless, tidak tahu harus berkata apa. Sebenarnya ia ingin menghampiri Schatten dan menyeretnya kembali, tapi ia ditahan oleh Licht dan tidak hampir tidak bisa bergerak.

“Ah… Ya… Memangnya kenapa?” Anak laki-laki itu bertanya.

“Kudengar kau teman sekelas temanku itu” Schatten menunjuk Avaron yang masih ditahan oleh Licht, “Boleh minta…………………….” Schatten berbicara dengan suara yang kecil, yang hanya bisa didengar oleh mereka berdua, dan sepertinya Kaze memberitahu sesuatu kepada Schatten yang akhirnya ia catat dengan handphonenya.

Perasaan Avaron menjadi semakin tidak enak , tapi mau bagaimana lagi, ia ditahan oleh Licht agar tidak bisa bergerak dan tidak tahu harus mengucapkan kata apa.

“Ok… Thanks.” Schatten berterima kasih karena sesuatu yang diberikan Kaze. Kemudian ia berjalan kembali ke tempat Avaron dan Licht.

Licht melepaskan Avaron sehingga ia bisa bergerak lagi. Tapi dengan segera Avaron bertanya kepada Schatten dengan perasaan amat sangat curiga, “Hei! Apa yang kau minta dari dia?!”

“Hanya……….” Schatten berbisik di telinga Avaron dan mengirimkan sesuatu ke Avaron dengan e-mail melalui handphonenya. “Disimpan ya…” Schatten menyarankan dengan senyum innocentnya, disertai senyum innocent Licht juga.

Sepertinya ‘sesuatu’ yang diberitahukan Schatten membuat wajah Avaron memerah lagi, tapi kali ini merah padam.

“Okay… I'm going home!” Ucap Avaron, berniat untuk kembali ke asrama di Oozora Gakuen. Tapi belum sempat ia berjalan menuju Oozora, ia melihat Kaze yang sepertinya sedari tadi menatapnya. Kaze hanya tersenyum melihat Avaron dan membuat wajah Avaron menjadi semakin merah dan Avaron pun berlari menuju Oozora, lebih tepatnya langsung menuju kamarnya di asrama.

Schatten dan Licht hanya bisa menahan tawa melihat Avaron yang bisa dibilang salah tingkah. “Maaf teman kami memang seperti itu.” Ucap Licht kepada Kaze mengenai Avaron. “Maaf… Kami pergi dulu.” Ucap Schatten. “See ya Fujisaki-san” Ucap Schatten dan Licht bersamaan, kemudian pergi dari tempat itu.

Sementara di Oozora Gaken, tepatnya di asrama lantai 3, dan lebih tepatnya di kamar Avaron dan juga kamar teman sekamarnya.

Avaron sepertinya sudah merapihkan diri dalam arti lain mandi dan sebagainya. Kemudian ia membuka pesan yang tadi dikirimkan oleh Schatten. Ia pun menghela nafas tapi menyimpan isi pesan itu.

“Hh… Schatten… Licht… You’ll pay for this!!” Pikirnya agak kesal dengan wajah yang memerah karena hal tadi. Walaupun ia sepertinya kesal, tapi ia menyimpan juga isi pesan yang ternyata adalah kontak anak bernama Kaze Fujisaki itu.

- To be continued

Little Love Story, Chapter 1 - First Meeting

2010-03-27T09:38:00.003+07:00

Chapter 1 - First Meeting

Hari Jumat di Oozora Gakuen, lebih tepatnya saat pelajaran terakhir, yakni pelajaran Bahasa Inggris dimulai di kelas 1-B. Seorang anak perempuan berambut coklat berlari di koridor sekolah. Sepertinya ia telat masuk ke kelas. Ekspresi wajahnya terlihat tenang, tapi sebenarnya ia takut dihukum karena sudah telat masuk ke kelas.

Saat ia berlari di koridor, tanpa sadar ia telah menabrak seorang anak laki-laki. “Ah… Maaf.” Ucapnya meminta maaf kepada anak laki-laki itu karena sudah menabraknya. Anak perempuan itu kemudian langsung berlari lagi menuju kelasnya, tanpa sadar ia menjatuhkan sesuatu, handphonenya.

Anak laki-laki itu hanya bisa melihat anak perempuan yang menabraknya berlari menuju kelasnya. Ia melihat sesuatu di lantai, “Handphone ini… Sepertinya milik anak itu…” Pikirnya, mengambil dan menyimpan handphone yang dijatuhkan anak perempuan tadi, berniat mengembalikannya kalau bertemu dengannya lagi.

Kelas 1-B, pelajaran Bahasa Inggris sepertina sudah dimulai. Anak perempuan berambut coklat itu akhirnya berhenti di depan pintu kelas, keas 1-B. Terlihat dari wajah anak perempuan itu kalau ia berniat tidak masuk kelas. Walau begitu ia mengurungkan niatnya untuk membolos.

Anak itu membuka pintu kelas secara perlahan, “Sorry for being late sensei…” Ucapnya dengan perasaan agak takut mendapat hukuman dari gurunya itu. “Ah… Good ‘morning’ Kujo-kun.” Guru Bahasa Inggrisnya membalas, dengan nada sedikit ditekankan di kata ‘morning’ dan juga dengan wajah malaikatnya tapi dengan senyum iblis.

Anak perempuan berambut coklat yang dipanggil dengan nama keluarganya, yakni Kujo, melihat ekspresi wajah gurunya. Hanya ada satu orang yang bernama keluarga Kujo, yaitu seorang gadis bernama lengkap Avaron Kujo. Ia pun semakin ingin membolos pelajaran Bahasa Inggrisnya. Tapi sudah telat untuk membolos karena ia sudah masuk ke kelas. Dengan perasaan kecewa karena sudah masuk ke kelas, pun berjalan ke tempat duduknya, barisan kedua dari depan dan tepat di samping jendela.

Avaron menghela nafas, berakhir mengikuti pelajaran Bahasa Inggrisnya. “Lebih baik aku membolos saja tadi…” Pikirnya, mengeluarkan alat-alat tulisnya dan menaruhnya di atas meja. Kemudian ia mencari sesuatu di saku roknya. “Eh… Tunggu… Handphoneku..” Pikirnya cemas karena tidak bisa menemukan handphonenya di saku roknya. “Sepertinya terjatuh saat bertabrakkan dengan orang tadi.” Pikirnya lagi, dengan perasaan cemas mengenai handphonenya, Avaron mengikuti pelajaran Bahasa Inggris itu, berharap pelajaran tersebut cepat selesai, tapi sepertinya 120 menit atau 2 jam itu terasa lama sekali untuk Avaron.

2 jam berlalu, Avaron sepertinya sudah hampir tidak bernyawa karena mengikuti pelajaran Bahasa Inggris dengan gurunya yang bisa dibilang ‘Iblis dalam wujud Malaikat’ dan juga dengan perasaan cemas dengan handphonenya yang hilang.

“Akhirnya… Selesai juga…” Gumamnya, memasukkan alat-alat tulisnya ke dalam tas, dan bergegas keluar dari kelas dengan niat mencari orang yang ditabraknya tadi karena ia menduga orang yang ditabraknya pasti mengambil dan menyimpan handphonenya. “Tunggu…” Avaron berhenti di koridor, “Ciri-ciri orang yang tadi kutabrak seperti apa ya…?” Pikirnya, tidak ingat cirri-ciri orang yang tadi ditabraknya. “Bagaimana aku bisa mencari orang itu kalau aku sendiri tidak ingat cirri-cirinya??!” Pikir Avaron, ia pun menjadi semakin cemas. Avaron akhirnya memutuskan untuk pergi ke kamarnya di asrama.

Sesampainya di kamarnya, Avaron melihat ada teman sekamarnya yang berpenampilan seperti laki-laki. “…..” Ia diam saja, tidak menyapa teman sekamarnya itu. Avaron hanya menaruh tasnya dan mengganti seragam yang dipakainya dengan pakaian untuk pergi jalan-jalan. Ia berniat untuk keluar lagi, hendak mencari orang yang ditabraknya tadi, tapi dimana? Akhirnya Avaron memutuskan untuk mencari udara segar dahulu di dekat sungai, berharap bertemu dengan orang tadi di jalan.

Avaron pergi ke sungai untuk mencari udara segar, ia masih berharap bertemu dengan orang yang ditabraknya tadi di jalan. Tapi sepertinya ia tidak bertemu dengan orangnya. Bagaimana mau bertemu, cirri-ciri orangnya saja ia tidak tahu. Benar-benar tidak ada harapan.

River side, sungai mengalir dengan tenang, dan sepertinya tempat itu sangat tenang. Avaron pada akhirnya tidak bertemu dengan orang yang ditabraknya tadi. Ia menghela nafas, berjalan ke pinggir sungai, melihat ke arah sungai itu. “Pada akhirnya aku tidak bertemu dengan orang tadi… Bagaimana mau bertemu? Ciri-ciri orangnya saja aku tidak tahu…” Pikirnya sedikit kecewa.

Sementara di sisi lain, sepertinya seseorang bari saja sampai di sungai itu. Seorang laki-laki berambut hitam, ia memegang sesuatu di tangan kanannya, seperti sebuah handphone. Laki-laki itu melihat kea rah Avaron, seperti pernah melihat Avaron sebelumnya. “Ah… Bukankah dia…?” Gumamnya, melihat handphone yang dipegangnya.

Anak laki-laki itu berjalan mendekati Avaron. “Mm… Maaf…” Ucapnya secara tiba-tiba di belakang Avaron.

Avaron yang mendengar itu langsung kaget karena ada suara yang sepertinya memanggilnya dari belakang. Ia otomatis berbalik ke belakang, melihat siapa yang memanggilnya. Tapi karena sedikit tidak hati-hati, ia hampir jatuh ke sungai. Anak laki-laki itu langsung memegang tangan Avaron dengan tangan kirinya dan menarik Avaron agar ia tidak jatuh ke sungai. Tapi sepertinya aksi anal laki-laki itu berakhir menjadi seperti sebuah pelukan.

Wajah Avaron langsung memerah. Ia lalu mendorong anak laki-laki itu. “Em… T-terima kasih…” Ucapnya, berterima kasih dengan malu dan juga dengan wajah yang masih memerah, tidak berani melihat wajah orang yang sudah menolongnya itu.

“Ya… Sama-sama.” Anak laki-laki itu membalas dengan singkat. Kemudian ia memperlihatkan handphone yang dipegangnya, “Apa ini milikmu?” Tanyanya.

Avaron melihat handphone yang ada di tangan anak laki-laki itu. Ia terkejut dengan handphone yang ia lihat, “Ah… Itu… Handphoneku!!” Ucapnya berteriak, langsung mengambil handphonenya yang tadi ada di tangan anak laki-laki itu. “Um… Terima kasih…..” Ucapnya lagi, berterima kasih.

“Sama-sama.” Anak laki-laki itu membalas dengan singkat, lagi. “Sepertinya aku pernah melihatmu di kelas.”

“Ah… Ya… Sepertinya kita sekelas.” Avaron membalas, menyimpan handphonenya di saku celananya. “Tidak baik kalau tidak mengetahui nama teman sekelas.” Ucap Avaron dengan senyum. “Namaku Avaron, Avaron Kujo.” Tambahnya, memberitahukan namanya.

“Namaku Kaze, Kaze Fujisaki. Panggil saja Kaze.” Anak laki-laki berambut hitam itu membalas. Kaze Fujisaki, jadi itu nama orang yang tadi Avaron tabrak saat berlari ke kelas karena sudah terlambat masuk kelas.

“Ah… Kaze-kun.” Gumam Avaron dengan senyumnya. “Maaf sudah menabrakmu tadi…” Avaron meminta maaf atas kejadian tadi di koridor.

“Ya… Tidak apa-apa.” Kaze membalas dengan singkat.

“Mungkin… Kita bisa menjadi teman.” Ucap Avaron tiba-tiba. Baru kali ini ia berkata seperti itu kepada orang lain, apalagi orang yang baru saja dikenalnya.

“Teman? Boleh saja.” Kaze membalas dengan singkat, menerima tawaran Avaron untuk menjadi teman. “Atau mungkin bisa menjadi lebih dari sekadar teman…” Ucapnya pelan, hampir tidak bisa didengar orang lain.

“He? Apa kau bilang? Aku tidak dengar.” Avaron bertanya dengan nada dan ekspresi wajah yang polos.

Kaze yang melihat itu langsung reflex berkata, “Ah… T-tidak… Bukan apa-apa..” Agar Avaron tidak curiga dengan apa yang baru saja ia katakan.

“Oh… Kalau begitu… Aku pergi dulu ya. See ya Kaze-kun” Avaron pergi dari sungai, dengan wajah yang kelihatannya agak memerah karena kejadian yang baru saja terjadi saat ia hampir jatuh di sungai itu.

“…..” Kaze tidak sempat membalas ucapan Avaron karena Avaron langsung pergi begitu saja. Ia menghela nafas, “Aneh… Tapi menarik juga.” Pikirnya.

- To Be Continued

Am I already dead?

2010-03-21T18:27:00.005+07:00

Am I already dead?

Aneh... Kenapa suasanya sangat sepi..? Kenapa semua orang di sekolah tidak menyadari keberadaanku? Bahkan guru-guru dan sahabatku... Kenapa mereka tidak menyadari kalau aku berada di sana..?

Aku dan temanku sedang berjalan pulang dari sekolah. Kami berpisah di sebuah persimpangan karena rumah kami berlawanan arah. Aku berjalan melintasi jalan raya. Seperti biasa, aku tidak memperhatikan di sekitarku sampai-sampai tidak melihat kalau lampu merah sudah menyala tapi aku tetap saja berjalan. Aku mendengar beberapa orang berteriak, seperti ada sesuatu yang mengerikan. Tapi aku tetap tidak peduli dengan mereka. Tiba-tiba saja sekelilingku menjadi gelap.

Aku terbangun di tempat biasa, kamarku. Seperti biasa, hari yang baru, tapi dengan kegiatan yang biasanya, kegiatan yang menurutku membosankan. Pergi ke sekolah dan belajar. Kurang lebih hidupku hanya untuk itu saja. Membosankan. Tapi setidaknya aku mempunyai beberapa teman di sekolah, atau di dunia maya yang tidak ada seorang pun yang tau, termasuk orang tuaku.

Kasumi Fukushima adalah namaku. Aku terlahir di keluarga yang biasa-biasa saja. Tapi sepertinya ayah dan ibuku selalu sibuk dengan pekerjaan mereka dan selalu pulang malam sehingga mereka tidak bisa meluangkan waktu bersamaku. Berkat hal itu aku menjadi sedikit tidak peduli dengan keadaan sekitarku.

Jam setengah tujuh pagi. Aku turun dari ranjangku. Aneh sekali… Suasana di rumah sangat sepi. Seperti hanya aku seorang yang ada di rumah. Padahal biasanya ibuku selalu memanggilku karena sarapan sudah disiapkan dan setelah itu ia dan juga ayahku segera pergi bekerja, meninggalkan aku sendiri di rumah. Dan anehnya lagi, kenapa aku sudah memakai seragam sekolahku? Sepertinya aku tertidur dengan memakai seragam sekolahku? Ya sudahlah, aku tidak peduli dengan hal itu.

Aku melihat ke sekeliling kamarku. Aneh… Kamarku terlihat sangat rapih. Seperti tidak ada orang yang memakai kamar itu. Aku berjalan mendekati rak bukuku, memeriksa susunan bukuku yang biasanya berantakan. Kali ini susunannya rapih sekali. Kemudian aku memeriksa peralatan sekolahku di tas yang berada di meja belajarku. Peralatan sekolahku masih tetap berada di tas seperti biasa. Tapi tunggu, kalau semua yang ada di kamarku dirapihkan, bagaimana dengan ranjangku? Akhirnya aku berbalik melihart ke arah ranjangku, terlihat sangat rapih seperti tidak digunakan walaupun tadi aku bangun tepat di atas ranjangku. Aneh sekali. Pada akhirnya, aku turun ke bawah untuk melihat apa yang sedang terjadi di rumah, kenapa rumahku sangat sepi?

Sesampainya di bawah, aku benar-benar terkejut karena tidak ada orang, sangat sepi. Aku berjalan ke meja makan. Tidak ada makanan di atas meja. Sepertinya ibuku lupa menyiapkan makanan untuk sarapanku, dan sepertinya ayah dan ibu sudah pergi kerja. Hal yang sangat jarang terjadi. Akirnya aku memutuskan untuk pergi ke sekolah.

Pintu depan tidak dikunci seperti biasa saat aku ingin pergi ke sekolah dan aku mengunci pintu rumahku dengan kunci rumah yang selalu aku bawa di saku bajuku. Aku berjalan menuju ke sekolah, tidak membawa tas sekolahku karena aku tidak berniat masuk ke kelas. Walaupun aku masuk, aku hanya akan melihat keluar jendela atau tidur di kelas.

Aku sampai di gerbang sekolah. Murid-murid masih terus berdatangan, memasuki sekolah. Sepertinya aku melihat seseorang di antara para murid yang akan memasuki sekolah. Seorang perempuan, dan sepertinya aku mengenal perempuan itu. Ah… Bukankah dia sahabatku? Arisu Yamashina. Seorang putri bangsawan yang anehnya mau menjadi sahabatku.

Tapi Hana berjalan memasuki sekolah tanpa menyapaku dan ia seperti tidak melihat keberadaanku di gerbang sekolah. Aku baru sadar setelah memperhatikan murid-murid lain, sepertinya mereka tidak melihat kalau aku berada di antara mereka. Tapi aku tidak peduli akan hal itu, karena aku sudah sering menjadi orang yang tidak dikena atau bisa dibilang orang yang tidak mempunyai hawa keberadaan. Tapi tidak untuk Arisu, biasanya ia mengetahui kalau aku ada di sana.

Akhirnya aku memasuki sekolah juga. Tapi aku tidak masuk ke kelas. Guru-guru yang berjalan di koridor sekolah sepertinya tidak menyadari kalau aku berada di sana karena mereka hanya berjalan tanpa menanyakan kenapa aku tidak masuk ke kelas. Sebenarnya apa yang terjadi di sini? Kenapa semua orang termasuk Arisu sepertinya melihat kalau aku berada di tempat yang sama dengan mereka? Pada akhirnya aku menunggu sampai bel pulang berbunyi. Saat istirahat aku perhatikan Arisu sama sekali tidak keluar dari kelas. Tidak biasanya ia begitu.

Bel pulang berbunyi. Semua murid di kelasku dan di kelas lain segera keluar untuk pulang atau mengikuti kegiatan extrakulikuler. Sementara untuk Arisu, sepertinya ia akan langsung pulang ke rumah. Dan sekali lagi ia tidak menyadari keberadaanku saat keluar kelas dan aku, karena penasaran mengikutinya.

Aku mengikuti Arisu setelah pulang sekolah. Tapi… Ini kan… Tempat pemakaman. Ada urusan apa sampai-sampai Arisu pergi ke pemakaman? Apa ia mengunjungi kerabatnya yang meninggal? Tapi seingatku kerabatnya belum ada yang meninggal.

Arisu berhenti di depan sebuah makam. Aku terkejut dengan nama yang ada di makam itu, “Kasumi Fukishima”. Aku tidak percaya dengan apa yang kulihat. Apakah aku benar-benar sudah meninggal? Kalau kupikir lagi, sepertiya masuk akal. Kamarku yang sudah rapih, ibuku yang tidak menyiapkan makanan yang biasa untukku sarapan, dan juga… Arisu serta murid-murid yang lain dan para guru yang tidak menyadari keberadaanku. Seolah-olah mereka tidak bisa melihatku.

Aku melihat Arisu membuka tasnya dan mengambil dua gelang yang sepertinya ia buat sendiri dengan bahan benang sulam. Arisu menaruh salah satu gelang itu di makam dengan namaku. Tidak tahan melihat apa yang akan dilakukan Arisu, aku berjalan menjauhinya, meninggalkan Arisu sendirian di pemakaman dan tentunya keluar dari wilayah pemakaman.

Aku melihat ke langit, aku ingat sesuatu, saat pulang sekolah, aku dan Arisu berpisah di sebuah persimpangan karena rumah kami berada di arah yang berbeda. Aku ingat... Karena sifat ketidak pedulianku akan hal di sekitarku, aku sampai tertabrak kendaraa. Tidak pernah terpikir olehku… Saat berada di rumah atau di sekolah… Aku tidak pernah berfikir kalau aku sudah mati. Sampai aku mengikuti Arisu mengunjungi makamku.

Aku berbalik, melihat ke wilayah pemakaman, lebih tepatnya kea rah Arisu yang masih megunjungi makamku. Aku menghela nafas. Sudah saatnya aku pergi dari dunia ini. Tunggu… Sudah saatnya? Sepertinya memang sudah saatnya aku pergi dari dunia ini. Yaah… Selamat tinggal dunia yang ‘membosankan’ dan juga… Selamat tinggal Arisu.

Ok! That's all for the story! ^~^
Seperti yg label na blg, One Shot Story berarti cerita langsung tamat ^~^b
Enjoy~ XD and comment please~ Secara ini cerita one shot pertama gw dan lagi cerita dengan First POV yg pertama~ (_ _)

Avatars~ XD

2010-03-12T11:45:00.004+07:00

Okay~ dlm post sbelumnya gw blg dlm judulnya Some Siggy and Avatars tapi ternyata yg inget cuman siggy na(judul post da gw edit jd siggy na doang). Well~ skrg giliran ava na~~ Ini dia avatar2 na~ XD

1.

Avatar visu pertama tmn saya.. Lumayan jg o.o *plak*

2.

Avatar ats req seseorang yang make foto Rain untuk jadi guru XD
TP asli dh.. Rain klo pake kacamata jd kea guru O.o

Itu doang avatar-avatar na~ XD
Maap cuman ada 2 soalnya saya kurang bisa bikin avatar make GIMP >.

Some siggy

2010-03-10T19:19:00.006+07:00

Hoaa~~ uda lama ga post blog~ Eh pas mo nge-post malah kaga tau topiknya apa *plak* Mending gw post siggy2 gw yg da jadi + gw bikin na pk GIMP aja kali ya~~

Well, inilah siggy2 na~

Klo ini... Bikin na pk nyari foto na dulu karena gw ga tw mo pk foto yg mana.. Soalnya skali gw ksh liat foto yg mo d pk malah d kasih foto na dgn model lain.

Siggy req 'orang' bwt visu dy.. Tp sepertinya dia dipaksa bwt make foto yg ini(krn gw inget perna bikin siggy pk ni foto)

Aha~ klo ini req org~ tp karena org na ga tw ni siggy gw yg buat, maka tmnnya lha yang minta~ XD

Untuk siggy ini~ ga sengaja kebikin bwt ngisi waktu sementara inet d pinjem. Trs text na bakal d tambain ndiri sm org na ^_^v

The Judgement of Paris

2010-03-07T18:20:00.003+07:00

Hh... I remembered that i was once, sent a message to my friends about The Golden Apple or... The Judgement of Paris.

I forgot the whole story~ but, i was able to remember the message because of Wikipedia and a comic book(Detective Conan) help~

Anyway~ the story is.. Like this(in short, maybe):

"There were three goddesses who invited into a banquet. They are Hera, The Goddess of Women and Marriage; Athena, The Goddess of Civilization, Wisdom, Strength, Strategy, Craft, Justice, and Skill; and Aphrodite, The Goddess of Love, Beauty, and Sexuality.

Eris, The Goddess of Discord, was uninvited and envied. She sent a golden apple with an inscription "For The Fairest" to the three goddesses.

The three goddesses told Paris of Troy to choose one of them who suitable for the apple. First, approached Hera who offered to make him famous, powerful king; next came Athena, who offered to make him wise, above even some of the gods; and last came Aphrodite, who said she would give him the most beautiful woman in the world as his wife, Helen at that time, of Sparta.

Paris chose Aphrodite, which would ultimately lead to the startof the Trojan War."

First avatar and other things

2010-02-27T16:45:00.006+07:00

Okay~ finally i've finished Michi's avatar. The avatar:

The text still not good i guess.. DX

Oh well.. I just need some practise.. And... Comment pls for the avatar ^_^

And the other things are... Looks like i need a book to write 'something'.. Like a diary.. Maybe... Oh.. And also~ I want to post some quotes from an Anime/Manga called Zombie Loan, an Anime/Manga made by Peach Pit and was published by Square Enix.

The quotes:

"In reality... When a person dies, someone will cry. When a person is born, and when a person dies, they make bonds with people. Whether they had a big or small role... That person lived."

- Akatsuki Chika

"Like the crossroads of life and death. I'm standing somewhere in between. It's like being punished to stand here. Is there anyone with eternal youth? Birth, life, death. That's how life goes. Since i'm no longer part of existance, i am distorted and abnormal. There are side effects, they're dying... my senses. I'm alive but my heart is stiffening like Rigor Motis. Pain, suffering... joy, sorrow. I'm losing them and then won't feel anything. I'm afraid of that. My heart will die. I will also, one day, stop feeling this. I really fear death."

- Akatsuki Chika

"Wolf is written as big god. Even though the wolves that live here have been wiped out, this "big god" still lives on and can't pass on death. If it's worshiped like this, it'll live on. Even no one worships it, take care of it. It's no use."

- Tachibana Shito

Okay.. that's all for the quotes.. Damn so long @_@

Anyway~ i'll post another quotes if i find the quotes.

Enjoy~ don't forget to cemment the avatar ^_^

Another siggies~

2010-02-26T12:23:00.004+07:00

Haaah... Jadi lg 2 siggy dgn GIMP.. Yang atu req org sih(msh inget aja dy tu perjanjian). Well.. Ini siggy na:

Yg satu ini, gw post d TN dan dpt kritikan yang... 'lumayan' lha ya~

Emg kemampuan GIMP gw msh amatiran euy~!

Trs~ yg k 2 alias req tmn gw yg sbenernya bag dr perjanjian dl(bikin 10 ava, 10 siggy), ini dy siggy na~

Req org, file type: .png bkn .jpg

Serasa blinkie~ XD

Susah nyari sparkle brush na.. Tp bgs jg X3

Tinggal bikin ava na.. Ah sial lu michi.. (=x=)

Ok! comment pls! ^~^

Second GIMP Signature

2010-02-23T09:21:00.007+07:00

Ok! Siggy k-2 yg d buat dgn GIMP! Inilah siggy na:

Size: 450x150

Chara: Teito Klein a.k.a Warheit Tiashe Raggs

Anime/Manga: 07-Ghost

Bagi gw sih agak ancur.. Tp ada yg blg bgs. Dy blg bgs karena~~ ternyata yg k save cuman font na(dan gw bingung gmn cr save tanpa d export dl). Pada akhirnya gw export jg th~ dan gw ksh liat lg~ dan dy blg keren~

Hohoho~~ padahal cuman gw ksh brush(yg mesti na pk pen tool tp krn gw ga ada ide mo d ksh garis kea gmn jd dh gw pk brush) warna merah.. Trs brush na gw smudge.. Trs d bag muka(dan yg laen na sih tp gw lp bag mn *digeplak*) gw pakeinn warna merah lg~ dan jg beberapa clipping mask yg keanya bikin ancur dan akhernya gw edit lg th siggy jd kea gini:

Ada perbedaan dgn yg sblm na?? Pasti ada~ d sekitar tgn Teito jd ga ada garis2 gaje lg~~ *gw sendiri gaje**ditendang*

Anyway~ comment pls~ ^_^

GIMP Signature

2010-02-22T19:05:00.003+07:00

Hyaaah~~ akhirnya.. Stlh sekian lama(pdhl cuman 2-3 hari) nge-install, de el el th plugins bwt GIMP, akhirnya skrg bs gw pk jg bwt bikin 'sesuatu'. Dan sesuatu itu adalah signature.

Ok! Siggy pertama uda jadi! Walopun msh ancur2 bgt sih.. >> ngaku
Inilah siggy na~

Ancur kn ancur kn?? Uda pasti ancur.. *ditendang*

Oh well~ skrg lg proses membuat siggy k-2. Entah brp lm br bs slese.. Yg d atas aja perlu 2-3 jam bwt nyelesain na(termasuk waktu nyari brush, tuto, de el el). Klo yg sedang dlm proses pembuatan itu bakal brp lm ya~~? Kita lihat saja nanti *digeplak*

Anyway~ comment please for my signature made by GIMP ^_^

Kejadian sebelum & setelah pesta pernikahan

2010-02-22T08:42:00.002+07:00

Ok! Smalem, sebelum pergi k pesta pernikahan anaknya tmn nyokap, kira2 msh jem 6 lewat gw msh maenin ni netbook mpe kk gw minjem bwt liat jadwal kuliah(dan ternyata dy hr nin msh lbr euy! bsk br msk!). Trs dy liat gw lg download GIMP. Eh tw2 d omelin.. Ya uda d cancel aja download na.

Abis itu netbook gw matiin. Nungguin nyokap balik dari pasar bwt ambil mobil. Kira2 jem stenga 7 krg dy br nyampe d rmh. Trs nungguin bokap pulang. Jem 7 krg msh blon pulang jg, ya uda kita langsung pergi k pestanya. Btw sblm pergi, gw d pakein dress putih dan ternyata modelnya d atas lutut. Gw sms shinta ga d bls~ entah sms na nyampe ato ga nyampe ato lg ngapain th dy.. trs d pakein bando jugaaa~ hyaaah~ @.@

Nyampe d tempat pesta pernikahannya, tw2 acaranya br nyampe doa. slesai acara awal(yang berlangsung k mkn2), gw d ajak nyokap bwt ambil makanan. Gw br ngambil 2 macem makanan uda kenyang.. Eh d srh mkn lg ma tmn nyokap gw.. Bs meledak perut gw @w@

Trs pas uda mo pulang, tmn nyokap gw srh foto2.. Gw lgsg nolak(maklum ya gw org na ga narsis) dan gw bersama kk dan nyokap gw pun pulang k rmh~

Pas d rmh, anjing gw girang bgt gw ma kk nyampe d rmh(nyokap naro mobil). hal pertama yg d lakukan pas pulang: periksa sekitar.
Klo ga ada, balik k kegiatan masing2. Kk gw maenin laptop~ gw klo ga nnton maenin netbook.

Santai amat yah gw smalem. Untung ga ada foto2...

Something..

2010-02-17T08:40:00.003+07:00

Whew.. I just read 'something' and that 'something' is a post on my friend's blog about her weird-dream..

Well.. her dreas is really..weird.. But it's funny. I laughed when read it. Mabe it's because my school suddenly own an island~ and there's an university too~ and then.. and then.. the most weird is.. THE GENERAL HIGH SCHOOL PRINCIPAL BECAME THE 3rd HOKAGE?!?! NO WAY!! O.o

But~~ that was a cool dream anyway~ I also got a weird dream. But sadly~ i don't remember the dream.

Okay~ change the topic!
Yesterday.. I went to buy some chocolate with my friend and made some chocolate(i only watch them making the chocolate). The first, second, and third try making the chocolate was a success until... One of my friend suggest to mix the chocolate with some MINT CANDY.

I don't know how many did she put the candies into the choco.. Maybe... Almost a pack of mint candy.

And the result~~ the choco became sticky and hard to formed into any form. And~ then, the sticky-choco was formed into some 'balls' and it was.. like.. forget it i don't want to remember the shape of that sticky-choco.

Even though the choco was.. 'weird', but it delicious~ i taste it a little before my friend change it into some 'weird balls'.

I hope those who eat the choco don't get a stomach ache. But maybe my friend will eat the choco all by herself because.. Well.. you know.. Maybe my(and her because we are in the same class) classmates don't want the choco because of its shape.

The reason i only watch them making those chocolate(and the sticky-chocolate of course) is beacuse... I already made some with my friend last saturday and sent it to 'someone' ^.^v

Maha Sudassana Sutta

2010-02-15T15:35:00.002+07:00

Well.. Actually this.. is my homework(damn teacher) about Maha Sudassana Sutta. But unfortunately, i found the English not the Indonesian article DX
So.. Maybe i should translate the article to Indonesian language T___T

Anyway.. The article is like this:

Maha Sudassana Sutta

Once the Lord was staying at Kusinara in the Mallas' sal-grove shortly before his final Nibbana between the twin sal-trees.

The Venerable Ananda came to the Lord, saluted him, sat down to one side and said: "Lord, may the Blessed Lord not pass away in this miserable little town of wattle-and-daub, right in the jungle in the back of beyond! Lord, there are other great cities such as Campa, Rajagaha, Savatthi, Saketa, Kosambi or Varanasi. In those places there are wealthy Khattiyas, Brahmins and householders who are devoted to the Tathagatha and they will provide for the Tathagatha's funeral in proper style."

"Ananda, don't call it a miserable little town of wattle-and-daub, right in the jungle in the back of beyond! Once upon a time, Ananda, King Mahasudassana was a wheel-turning monarch, a rightful and righteous king, who had conquered the land in four directions and ensured the security of his realm. And this King Mahasudassana had this very Kusinara, under the name of Kusavati, for his capital. And it was twelve yojanas long from east to west, and seven yojanas wide from north to south. Kusavati was rich, prosperous and well-populated, crowded with people and well-stocked with food. Just as the deva-city of Alakamanda is rich..., so was the royal city of Kusavati. And the city of Kusavati was never free of ten sounds by day or night: the sound of elephants, horses, carriages, kettle-drums, side-drums, lutes, singing, cymbals and gongs, with cries of 'Eat, drink and be merry' as tenth.

"The royal city of Kusavati was surrounded by seven encircling walls. One was of gold, one silver, one beryl, one crystal, one ruby, one emerald, and one of all sorts of gems.

"Kusavati was surrounded by seven rows of palm-trees, of the same materials. The gold trees had gold trunks with silver leaves and fruit, the silver trees had silver trunks with gold leaves and fruit. The beryl had beryl trunks with crystal leaves and fruit, the crystal trees had crystal trunks with beryl leaves and fruit. The ruby trees had ruby trunks and emerald leaves and fruit, the emerald trees had emerald trunks and ruby leaves and fruit, while the trees of all sorts of gems were the same as regards trunks, leaves and fruit. The sound of the leaves stirred by the wind was lovely, delightful, sweet and intoxicating, just like that of the five kinds of musical instruments played in concert by well-trained and skillful players. And, Ananda, those who were libertines and drunkards in Kusavati had their desires assuaged by the sound of the leaves in the wind.

"King Mahasudassana was endowed with the seven treasures and the four properties. What are the seven? Once, on a fast-day, the divine Wheel-Treasure appeared to him, thousand-spoked, complete with felloe, hub and all appurtenances. On seeing it, King Mahasudassana thought: 'I have heard that when a duly anointed Khattiya kings sees such a wheel on the fast-day of the fifteenth, he will become a wheel-turning monarch. May I become such a monarch!'

"Then, rising from his seat, covering one shoulder with his robe, the King took a gold vessel in his left hand, sprinkled the Wheel with his right hand, and said: 'May the noble Wheel-Treasure turn, may the noble Wheel-Treasure conquer!' The Wheel turned to the East, and King Mahasudassana followed it with his fourfold army. And in whatever country the Wheel stopped, the King took up residence with his fourfold army.

"And, those kings who faces him in the eastern region came and said: 'Come, Your Majesty, welcome! We are yours, Your Majesty. Rule us, Your Majesty!' And the King said: 'Do not take life. Do not take what is not given. Do not commit sexual misconduct. Do not tell lies. Do not drink strong drink. Be moderate in eating.' And those who had faced him in the eastern region became his subjects.

"And when the Wheel had plunged into the eastern sea, it emerged and turned south, and King Mahasudassana followed it with his fourfold army. And those Kings...became his subjects. Having plunged into the southern sea it turned west..., having plunged into the western sea it turned north, and King Mahasudassana followed it with his fourfold army...and those who had faced him in the northern region became his subjects.

"Then the Wheel-Treasure, having conquered the lands from sea to sea, returned to the royal capital of Kusavati and stopped before the King's palace as he was trying a case, as if to adorn the royal palace. And this is how the Wheel-Treasure appeared to King Mahasudassana.

"Then the Elephant-Treasure appeared to King Mahasudassana, pure white, of sevenfold strength, with the wonderful power of traveling through the air, a royal tusker called Uposatha. Seeing him, the King thought: 'What a wonderful riding-elephant, if only he could be brought under control!' And this Elephant-Treasure submitted to control just like a thoroughbred that had been trained for a long time. And once the King, to try him, mounted the Elephant-Treasure at crack of dawn and rode him from sea to sea, returning to Kusavati in time for breakfast. And that is how the Elephant-Treasure appeared to King Mahasudassana.

"Then the Horse-Treasure appeared to King Mahasudassana, with a crow's head, dark-maned, with the wondrous power of traveling through the air, a royal stallion called Valahaka. And the King thought: 'What a wonderful mount, if only he could be brought under control!' And this Horse-Treasure submitted to control just like a thoroughbred that had been trained for a long time...And that is how the Horse-Treasure appeared to King Mahasudassana.

"Then the Jewel-Treasure appeared to King Mahasudassana. It was beryl, pure, excellent, well-cut into eight facets, clear, bright, unflawed, perfect in every respect. The luster of this Jewel-Treasure radiated for an entire yojana round about. And once the King, to try it, went on night-maneuvers on a dark night with his four-fold army, with the Jewel-Treasure fixed to the top of his standard. And all who lived in the villages round about started their daily work, thinking it was daylight. And that is how the Jewel-Treasure appeared to King Mahasudassana.

"Then the Woman-Treasure appeared to King Mahasudassana, lovely, fair to see, charming, with a lotus-like complexion, not too tall or too short, not too thin or too fat, not too dark or too fair, of more than human, deva-like beauty. And the touch of the skin of the Woman-Treasure was like cotton or silk, and her limbs were cool when it was hot, and warm when it was cold. Her body smelt of sandal-wood and her lips of lotus. This Woman-Treasure rose before the King and retired later, and was always willing to do his pleasure, and she was pleasant of speech. And this Woman-Treasure was not unfaithful to the King even in thought, much less in deed. And that is how the Woman-Treasure appeared to King Mahasudassana.

"Then the Householder-Treasure appeared to King Mahasudassana. With the divine eye which, as the result of kamma, he possessed, he saw where treasure, owned and ownerless, was hidden. He came to the King and said: 'Have no fear, Your Majesty, I will look after your wealth properly.' And once, the King, to try him, went on board a ship and had taken to the current in the middle of the Ganges. Then he said to the Householder-Treasure: 'Householder, I want some gold coin!' 'Well then, Sire, let the ship be brought to one bank.' 'I want the gold coins here!' Then the householder touched the water with both hands and drew out a vessel full of gold coins, saying: 'Is that enough, Sire? Will that do, Sire?' and the King said: 'That is enough, householder, that will do, you have served me enough.' And that is how the Householder-Treasurer appeared to King Mahasudassana.

"Then the Counselor-Treasure appeared to King Mahasudassana. He was wise, experienced, clever and competent to advise the King on how to proceed with what should be proceeded with, and to withdraw from what should be withdrawn from, and to overlook what should be overlooked. He came to the King and said: 'Have no fear, Your Majesty, I shall advise you.' And that is how the Counselor-Treasure appeared to King Mahasudassana, and how he was equipped with all the seven treasures.

"Again, Ananda, King Mahasudassana was endowed with the four properties. What are they? Firstly, the King was handsome, good to look at, pleasing, with a complexion like the finest lotus, surpassing other men.

"Secondly, he was long-lived, outliving other men.

"Thirdly, he was free from illness, free from sickness, with a healthy digestion, less subject to cold and heat than that of other men.

"Fourthly, he was beloved and popular with Brahmins and householders. Just as a father is beloved by his children, so he was with Brahmins and householders. And they were beloved by the King as children are beloved by their father. Once the King set out for the pleasure-park with his fourfold army, and the Brahmins and householders came to him and said: 'Pass slowly by, Sire, that we may see you as long as possible!' And the King said to the charioteer: 'Drive the chariot slowly so that I can see these Brahmins and householders as long as possible.' Thus King Mahasudassana was endowed with these four properties.

"Then King Mahasudassana thought: "Suppose I were to construct lotus-ponds between the palm-trees, a hundred bow-lengths apart.' And he did so. The lotus-ponds were lined with four-colored tiles, gold, silver, beryl, and crystal, each pond being approached by four staircases, one gold, one silver, one beryl and one crystal. And the gold staircase had gold posts with silver railings and banisters, and so on. And the lotus-ponds were provided with two kinds of parapet, gold and silver--the gold parapets having gold posts, silver railings and banisters, and the silver parapets having silver posts, gold railings and banisters.

"Then the King thought: "Suppose I were to provide each pond with suitable flowers for garlands--blue, yellow, red and white lotuses which will last thought all seasons without fading?' And he did so. Then he thought: 'Suppose I were to place bathmen on the banks of these ponds, to bathe those who come there?' And he did so. Then he thought: 'Suppose I were to establish charitable posts on the banks of these ponds, so that those who want food can get it, those who want drink can get it, those who want clothes can get it, those who want transport can get it, those who want a sleeping-place can get it, those who want a wife can get one, and those who want gold coin can get it?' And he did so.

"Then the Brahmins and householders took great wealth and went to the King, saying: 'Sire, here is wealth that we have gathered together especially for Your Majesty, please accept it!' 'Thank you, friends, but I have enough wealth from legitimate revenues. Let this be yours, and take away more besides!' Being thus refused by the King, they withdrew to one side and considered: 'It would not be right for us to take this wealth back home again. Suppose we were to build a dwelling for King Mahasudassana.' So they went to the King and said: 'Sire, we would build you a dwelling', and the King accepted by silence.

"Then Sakka, ruler of the gods, knowing in his mind King Mahasudassana's thought, said to the attendant-deva Vissakamma: 'Come, friend Vissakama, and build a dwelling for King Mahasudassana, a palace called Dhamma.' 'Very good, Lord', Vissakamma replied and, as swiftly as a strong man might stretch his flexed arm or flex it again, he at once vanished from the Heaven of the Thirty-Three and appeared before King Mahasudassana, and said to him: 'Sire, I shall build you a dwelling, a palace called Dhamma.' The King assented by silence, and Vissakamma build him the Palace of Dhamma.

"The Palace of Dhamma, Ananda, was a yojana in length from east to west, and half a yojana wide from north to south. The whole palace was faced up to three times a man's height with tiles of four colors, gold, silver, beryl, and crystal, and it contained eighty-four thousand columns of the same four colors. It had twenty-four staircases of the same four colors, and the gold staircases had gold posts with silver railings and banisters...It also had eighty-four thousand chambers of the same colors. In the gold chamber was a silver couch, in the silver chamber a gold couch, in the beryl chamber an ivory couch, and in the crystal chamber a sandal-wood couch. On the door of the gold chamber a silver palm-tree was figured, with silver stem, gold leaves and fruit...On the door of the silver chamber a golden palm-tree was figured, with golden trunk, leaves and fruit, on the door beryl chamber a crystal palm-tree was figured, with crystal trunk and beryl leaves and fruit, on the door of the crystal chamber a beryl palm-tree was figured, with crystal leaves and fruit.

"Then the King thought: 'Suppose I were to make a grove of palm-trees all of gold by the door of the great gabled chamber where I sit in the daytime?' and he did so.

"Surrounding the Dhamma Palace were two parapets, one of gold, one of silver. The gold one had gold posts, silver railings and banisters, and the silver one had silver posts, gold railings and banisters.

"The Dhamma Palace was surrounded by two nets of tinkling bells. One net was gold with silver bells, the other silver with gold bells. And when these nets of bells were stirred by the wind their sound was lovely, delightful, sweet and intoxicating, just like that of the five kinds of musical instruments played in concert by well-trained and skillful players. And those who were libertines and drunkards in Kusavati had their desires assuaged by the sound of those nets of bells.

"And when the Dhamma Palace was finished, it was had to look at, dazzling to the eyes, just as in the last month of the Rains, in autumn, when there is a clear and cloudless sky, the sun breaking thorough the mists is hard to look at, so was the Dhamma Palace when it was finished.

"Then the King thought: 'Suppose I were to make a lotus-lake called Dhamma in front of the Dhamma Palace?' so he did so. This lake was a yojana long from eat to west, and half a yojana wide from north to south, and lined with four kings of tiles, gold, silver, beryl and crystal. There were twenty-four staircases to it of four different kinds: gold, silver, beryl and crystal. The gold staircases had gold posts with silver railings and banisters, the silver had gold railings and banisters...

"Then Dhamma Lake was surrounded by seven kinds of palm-trees. The sound of the leaves stirred by the wind was lovely, delightful, sweet and intoxicating, just like that of the five kinds of musical instruments played in concert by well-trained and skillful players. And, Ananda, those who were libertines and drunkards in Kusavati had their desires assuaged by the sound of the leaves in the wind.

"When the Dhamma Palace and the Dhamma Lake were finished, King Mahasudassana, having satisfied every wish of those who at the time were ascetics or Brahmins, or revered as such, ascended into the Dhamma Palace.

"Then, King Mahasudassana thought: 'Of what kamma is it the fruit, of what kamma is it the result, that I am now so mighty and powerful?' Then he thought: 'It is the fruit, the result of three kinds of kamma: of giving, self-control, and abstinence.'

"Then the King went to the great gabled chamber and, standing at the door, exclaimed: 'May the thought of lust cease! May the thought of ill-will cease! May the thought of cruelty cease! Thus far and no further the thought if lust, of ill-will, of cruelty!'

"Then the King went into the great gabled chamber, sat down cross-legged on the golden couch, and detached from all sense-desires, detached from unwholesome mental states, entered and remained in the first jhana, which is with thinking and pondering, born of detachment, filled with delight and joy. And with the subsiding and oneness of mind, he entered and remained in the second jhana, which is without thinking and pondering, born of concentration, filled with delight and joy. And with the fading away of delight, remaining imperturbable, mindful and clearly aware, he experienced in himself that joy of which the Noble-Ones say: 'Happy is he who dwells with equanimity and mindfulness', he entered and remained in the third jhana. And, having given up pleasure and pain, and with the disappearance of former gladness and sadness, he entered and remained in the fourth jhana which is beyond pleasure and pain, and purified by equanimity and mindfulness.

"Then the King, emerging from the great gabled chamber, went to the golden gabled chamber and, seated crosslegged on the silver couch, stayed pervading first one quarter, then the second, the third and the fourth quarter with a mind filled with loving-kindness. Thus he stayed, spreading the thought of loving-kindness above, below and across, everywhere, always with a mind filled with loving-kindness, abundant, magnified, unbounded, without hatred or ill-will. And he did likewise with compassion, sympathetic joy, and equanimity.

"Of King Mahasudassana's eighty-four thousand cities, his capital Kusavati was the chief; of his eighty-four thousand palaces Dhamma was the chief; of his eighty-four thousand gabled halls the great gabled chamber was the chief; his eighty-four thousand couches were of gold, silver, ivory, sandal-wood, covered with fleece, wool, spread with kadali-deer hide, with head-covers, with red cushions at both ends; of his eighty-four thousand elephants adorned with gold ornaments, with gold banners and spread with gold nets, Uposatha the royal tusker was chief; of his eighty-four thousand carriages, covered with lion-skins, tiger-skins, leopard-skins or with orange-colored cloth, adorned with gold ornaments, gold banners and spread with gold nets, the chariot Vejayanta was the chief; of his eighty-four thousand wives Queen Subhadda was the chief; of his eighty-four thousand householders the Householder-Treasure was the chief; of his eighty-four thousand Khattiya retainers the Counselor-Treasure was the chief; his eighty-four thousand cows had tethers of fine jute and milk-pails of silver; his eighty-four thousand bales of clothing were of the finest linen, cotton, silk and wool; his eighty-four thousand rice-offerings were there for the taking by those in need, evening and morning.

"And at the time, King Mahasudassana's eighty-four thousand elephants waited on him evening and morning. And he thought: 'These eighty-four thousand elephants wait on me evening and morning. How if, at the end of each century, forty-two thousand elephants were to wait on me, turn and turn about?' And he gave instructions accordingly to his Counselor-Treasure, and it was done.

"And, Ananda, after many hundred, many hundred thousand years, Queen Subhadda thought: 'It is a long time since I saw King Mahasudassana. Suppose I were to go and see him?' So she said to her women: 'Come now, wash your heads and put on clean clothes. It is long since we saw King Mahasudassana. We shall go see him.' 'Yes, Your Majesty', they said, and prepared themselves as ordered, then returned to the Queen. And Queen Subhadda said to the Counselor-Treasure: 'Friend Counselor, draw up the fourfold army. It is long since we saw King Mahasudassana. We shall go and see him.' 'Very good, Your Majesty', said the Counselor-Treasure and, having drawn up the fourfold army, he reported to the Queen: 'Now is the time to do as Your Majesty wishes.'

"Then Queen Subhadda went with the fourfold army and her womenfolk to the Dhamma Palace and, entering, went to the great gabled chamber and stood leaning against the door-post. And King Mahasudassana, thinking: 'What is this great noise, as of a crowd of people?' came out of the door and saw Queen Subhadda leaning against the door-post. And he said: 'Stay there, Queen! Do not enter!'

"Then King Mahasudassana said to a certain man: 'Here, fellow, go to the great gabled chamber, bring the gold couch out and lay it down along the gold palm-trees.' 'Very good, Sire,' said the man, and did so. Then King Mahasudassana adopted the lion-posture on his right side with one foot on the other, mindful and clearly aware.

"Then Queen Subhadda thought: 'King Mahasudassana's faculties are purified, his complexion is clear and bright, oh--I hope he is not dead!' So she said to him: 'Sire, of your eighty-four thousand cities, Kusavati is the chief. Make a wish, arouse the desire to live there!' Thus, reminding him of all his royal possessions she exhorted him to wish to stay alive.

"At this, King Mahasudassana said to the Queen: 'For a long time, Queen, you spoke pleasing, delightful, attractive words to me, but now at this last time your words have been unpleasing, undelightful, unattractive to me.' 'Sire, how then am I to speak to you?'

"'This is how you should speak: 'All things that are pleasing and attractive are liable to change, to vanish, to become otherwise. Do not, Sire, die filled with longing. To die filled with longing is painful and blameworthy. Of your eighty-four thousand cities, Kusavati is the chief: abandon desire, abandon the longing to live with them...Of your eighty-four thousand palaces, Dhamma is the chief: abandon desire, abandon the longing to live there...'

"At this, Queen Subhadda cried out and burst into tears. Then, wiping away her tears, she said: 'Sire, all things that are pleasing and attractive are liable to change...Do not, Sire, die filled with longing...'

"Soon after this, King Mahasudassana died; and just as a householder or his son might feel drowsy after a good meal, so he felt the sensation of passing away, and he had a favorable rebirth in the Brahma-world.

"King Mahasudassana indulged in boyish sports for eighty-four thousand years, for eighty-four thousand years he exercised the viceroyalty, for eighty-four thousand years he ruled as King, and for eighty-four thousand years, as a layman, he loved the holy life in the Dhamma Palace. And, having practiced the four divine abidings, at the breaking-up of the body he was reborn in the Brahma-world.

"Now, Ananda, you might think King Mahasudassana at that time was somebody else. But you should not regard it so, for I was King Mahasudassana then. Those eighty-four thousand cities of which Kusavati was the chief were mine,...the eighty-four thousand rice-offerings...were mine.

"And of those eighty-four thousand cities I dwelt in just one, Kusavati,...of the eighty-four thousand wives I had, just one looked after me, and she was called Khattiyani or Velamikani; of the eighty-four thousand bales of cloth I had just one...; of the eighty-four thousand rice offerings there was just one measure of choice curry that I ate.

"See, Ananda, how all those conditional states of the past have vanished and changed! Thus, Ananda, conditional states are impermanent, they are unstable, they can bring us no comfort, and such being the case, Ananda, we should not rejoice in conditioned states, we should cease to take an interest in them, and be liberated from them.

"Six times, Ananda, I recall discarding the body in this place, and at the seventh time I discarded it as a wheel-turning monarch, a righteous king who had conquered the four quarters and established a firm rule, and who possessed the seven treasures. But, Ananda, I do not see any place in this world with its devas and maras and Brahmas, or in this generation with its ascetics and Brahmins, princes and people, where the Tathagata will for an eighth time discard the body."

So the Lord spoke. The Well-Farer having said this, the teacher said:

"Impermanent are compounded things, prone to rise And fall, Having risen, they're destroyed, their passing truest Bliss."

credit: http://tipitaka.wikia.com/wiki/Maha_Sudassana_Sutta

Quotes again!! XD

2010-02-15T15:13:00.003+07:00

Whew.. Looks like i saved to many quotes xD
Quotes from song, from a Disney Channel Movie(maybe), and from Manga~
Anyway~ here are the quotes~ ^ ^;

From a song named Number 1 by Big Bang:
"I need a girl who is it for me? Not for the money, not for face, not for the glory, not for the name. It ain't easy as long as you're sayin' this."
- G-Dragon(Big Bang's leader)
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From a Disney Channel Movie(maybe), Ratatouille:

"Not anyone can be a good artist. But a good artist, can come from anywhere."
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From a manga called Ghost Hunt:
"I don't have time for jerks."
- Kazuya Shibuya a.k.a Naru

"A school at night's a spooky place, you know? I'm such a chicken when it comes to scary thing"
- Osamu Yasuhara

Note: this is a conversation between Takigawa and Yasuhara:

Takigawa: Okay, son... Let's have a little talk...

Yasuhara: Huh?

Takigawa: I understand how you feel but first you have to think about where you are and what's
going on around you. You know, this type of things needs the appropriate mood and...

Yasuhara: oh, i get it. i'll keep that in mind next time.

Takigawa: by any chance, do you like mai?

Yasuhara: Yes, i do. But i also like Shibuya-san, he's beautiful... But, i like you even more...

Takigawa: young man...

Yasuhara: yes? *innocent smile*

Takigawa: you're teasing me, aren't you...?

Yasuhara: of course i am *innocent smile*
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(damn this conversation made me laugh... Anyway.. Back to the other Ghost Hunt's quotes)
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"I will defers to my elders. So... Whoever wants to take charge of this operation, please step forward. Matsuzaki-sama? Takigawa-sama?"
- Kazuya Shibuya

"There this book, supernatural systems, the doctor wrote's. The preface to it went something like this: "It's a subject of controversy wether the study of the supernatural is legitimate science or a fraud. The author believes that it's not a science-yet. Therefore, i think we must first conduct our research in such a way that supernatural research will be acknowledge as a science" "
- Housou Takigawa

"It's allright Taniyama-san... The works too heavy for a woman"
- Kazuya Shibuya

"I don't like their needling sometimes... But i think if i keep working, i'll be fine. I like moments like these... When we can be friendly and relaxed. It's the same feeling you get when you say, I'm home!"
- Mai Taniyama
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Ahem.. Okay.. I think that's all of it. But wait.. There's 1 more quote from Ghost Hunt manga:
"The friends that came here with all of you have to be precious, and you eventually come to love them, i think not being with your loved ones will only make you sad and lonely. So i think everyone should stat together."
- Mai Taniyama
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Now that's all the quotes from Ghost Hunt manga vol 4 - 11(except vol 8 - 10) enjoy~ ^~^

Another quotes(again!)

2010-02-11T19:32:00.007+07:00

Well.. These quotes are from Beyond The Beyond a.k.a Sono Mukō no Mukōgawa volume 5. Anyway~ here are the quotes~ ^_^

The wind that stop the flow, stopped exhaling. The water that stop the flow snored. Nothing can live here. Trees and grass can't withered, but they can't produce. Porphura is a forest that lie and die all at once. Because the power of Amaranthine

-Lord Porphura
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If not, re copyright it! Once again! Forest with clean water flowing, wind blowing, the trees bear fruit, and lots of birds! Imagine figure idealmu forest!

- Futaba
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It's okay. Do not be hindered by the fog. You're not alone, right. Grass and trees to worry about you, their master. Hear voices and their expectations.

-Kiara
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Because the "flower" is the power of hope. Its existence is not to make people sad. It's okay. See. The fog disappeared.
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Okay that's it~ actually the quotes are translated into english(with my friend's help and with google translate of course). Well.. Lord Porphura quote is from my friend.. Different with the one that google translate gave. This is the english version of Lord Porphura quote from Google Translate:

"Stop the flow of wind that blew. Stop the flow of water is muddy. No one can live here. Trees and grass does not wither, but could not produce. Porphura is a living forest and died. Because of Amaranthine strength. "

Anyway~ my friend only gave me the english version of Lord Porphura quote. I think he forgot to translate the other quote. Well.. Thx anyway~.

Credit for: Google Translate and my friend(sorry but. i wont tell his name)

About Big Bang

2010-02-10T08:50:00.008+07:00

Well.. Ini adalah permintaan tmn gw(thx bgt ya bwt yg minta!!) bwt nge-post ttg Big Bang(dan jg dgn bhs indo).Well.. Here Goes..

BIG BANG

Big Bang adalah boy band dari Korea Selatan. Kelompok ini terdiri 5 personel, masing-masing mempunyai bagian suara berbeda atau rapping. Mereka dianggap sebagai anggota wajah yang baru dari "Keluarga YG" di bawah asuhan YG Entertainment. Setelah meluncurkan karier mereka pada tahun 2006, Big Bang berhasil populer dan sukses pada tahun 2007 dengan singel "Lies" (거짓말). Kesuksesan ini menempatkan Big Bang sebagai boy band ternama Korea Selatan, dan bersaing dengan grup penyanyi wanita Wonder Girls. Selain dikenal berkat lagu-lagu hit mereka, anggotanya juga dijadikan panutan dalam gaya berbusana.

Anggota

G-Dragon

Nama asli: Kwon Ji Yong (권지용)
Tanggal lahir: 18 8 1988
Pendidikan: Seoul Korean Traditional Arts Middle & High School
Penampilan pertama: DaeHanMinGook Hip Hop Flex 2001
Posisi: Pemimpin, rapper, penulis lirik, pencipta lagu

Taeyang (SoL)

Nama panggung: Tae Yang, SoL
Nama kecil: YB Taekwon
Nama asli: Dong Young Bae (동영배
Tanggal lahir: 18 5 1988
Penampilan pertama: YG Family 2nd Album 2002
Posisi: vokalis, koreografer

T.O.P

Nama asli: Choi Seung Hyun (최승현)
Tanggal Lahir: 4 11 1987
Pendidikan: Seoul Art College (jurusan musik)
Posisi: rapper, beat boxer, pencipta lagu

Daesung (D-Lite)

Nama panggung : Dae Sung, D-Lite
Nama asli: Kang Dae Sung (강대성)
Tanggal lahir: 26 4 1989
Pendidikan: Sekolah Menengah Atas KyeongIn
Posisi: Vokalis

Seungri (Victory)

Nama panggung: Seung Ri, V.I
Nama kecil: V & Victory
Nama asli: Lee Seung Hyun (이승현)
Tanggal lahir: 12 12 1990
Posisi: vokalis, koreografer

Albums

Album Korea

Volume 1: Since 2007 (21 Desember 2006)
Volume 2: Remember (5 November 2008)

Album Jepang

For The World (4 Januari 2008)
Volume 1: Number 1 (22 Oktober 2008)
Volume 2: With You

Single

Single Korea

"The first Single Album"(28 Agustus 2006)
"Big Bang is V.I.P." (28 September 2006)
"B I G B A N G 0 3"(21 November2006)

Singel Jepang

"My Heaven" (24 Juni 2009)
"Gara Gara GO!" (8 Juli 2009)
"Emotion" (Juli 2009)

Album dan singel solo

Tae Yang: Hot (22 Mei 2008), mini album
Dae Sung: - 날 봐 귀순 (19 Juni 2008), Single Album
G-Dragon: - 나만 바라봐 Part 2 (30 Juni 2008), singel digital
Dae Sung: - Big Hit!! (대박이야!!) (29 Januari 2009), singel digital
Seung Ri: - Strong Baby

EP Korea (Mini Album)

Always (16 Agustus 2007)
Hot Issue (22 November 2007)
Stand Up (8 Agustus 2008)

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Ok! Segitu! Maap ga nge-post perjalanan karir na!(karena alasan yg amat simple: kepanjangan)
Klo mo dgr beberapa lagunya silahkan d playlist blog gw. Gw cuma masukin beberapa(Lollipop, B I G B A N G, Forever With You, My girl, Everything, We Belong Together, Hallelujah, dll >> lupa sendiri).

Anyway~ credit to: id.wikipwdia.org

Hehe.. Maap ya krn gw tw info na jg dr wiki (^_^;)V
yapi fotonya asi nyari + ngambil dr google kok~~ ^_^;

Kejadian hari ini

2010-02-09T18:03:00.003+07:00

Hehehehe... Hr ni ada lg kejadian utama dr pel k-2 mpe pel trakhir(pel pertama gurunya ga msk jd ga d itung).

Pertama.. Pel B.I a.k.a Bahasa Indonesia. D srh bikin latihan. Trs buku na d kumpul. Trs buku na d bagiin secara acak. Dan scara kebetulan buku na Selvi ada d tgn Michael. Dan Bk Michael ada d tgn Selvi. Khekhekhe.. Asli na bkn kebetulan sih tp mang uda d atur ma tmn2.. Tp guru na blg kebetulan. Jadi dh heboh 1 kls~ pd salting lg si Selvi ma Michael~ hohohoho~! *ditimpuk sendal*

Ahem.. Kedua.. Pas pel MAT a.k.a Matematika. Entah ada apa ya~ ato tmn ada blg apa ma guru~ sampe2 guru na blg "Tenang aja.. Kalo jodoh ma ga kmana-mana~"
Heboh lg 1 kls~ hohoho~
Trs abs isitirahat.. Kebetulan msh pel mat~ Eh d papan ada sebuah 'tulisan'(dirahasiakan) dan~ yg laen ngeliat~ jd dh pd blg~ "Wah kel.. Uda terima aja nanti nangis th org na"
trs ada lg yg blg, "Wah! Ktauan ya Selvi!"
Uda pada heboh dah kelas~ gurunya mah cuman senyam senyum aja~

Trs pas pel trakhir. Pel bhs ing. Guru na dtg2 uda d ksh buku: buku kas/buku yg d pegang bendahara, sm uang Rp 4000,- buat byr fotokopian.
Eh yang laen pd ribut~ gw lp ributin apa tp yg pasti mengenai tu 2 org jg *digeplak*
Trs guru na nanya "ada apa sih??" gw na blg "ada gossip br sir~ selvi ma michael~"
Trs guru na k blkg, ngomong gini "kel.. Klo saya jadi kamu mah.. UDA BILANG AJA PASTI GA BAKAL DITOLAK"
Lgsg pd heboh lg d kls~

Trs kn d srh pindah kls gara2 guru mat yg ngajar kls sebelah suaranya kenceng bgt(dan d kls jg panas, bagi gw). Eh~ d kls yg br d tempatin~ si Michael ngambil tempat duduk deket bgt ma si Selvi~ jd dah gampang d gangguin ma si sir~

Keanya th ya.. hr ni si Selvi d gangguin/d godain mulu ma guru2~ ampe salting gitu lg~ ckckck....
Uda sel klo suka blg aja~ hohohoho~~ *digeplak org na*

Ok! Uda dl segitu.. Mo kabur dr org na ni gw gara2 nyeritain kejadian na d sklh~ hohohoho~>> malah ktawa lg dgn bahagianya *ditimpuk sendal*

Beberapa kejadian

2010-02-09T10:17:00.002+07:00

Ahem.. Karena rencananya kmrn mo nulis kegiatan kelas d bk harian kelas a.k.a Blog Kelas X AK I, tapi ga jadi krn kegiatan na kurang *digeplak*

Tapi ini khusus gw tls krn kejadian na cuman gw yg liat tepat pas pulang sekolah di lapangan.

Jadi gini kejadiannya~ kmaren pas pulang sekolah, gw nungguin tmn gw yg lagi fotokopi 'sesuatu'(dirahasiakan krn aib). Gw nungguin na sama tmn gw yg super energik(dan jg yg lg d gosipin). Trs~ pas lg duduk2 d lapangan~ ngeliatin anak SMA lg maen futsal~ eh tw2 gw ngeliat sesuatu: ada lalat hinggap d mulut tmn gw yg lg ngeliatin anak SMA maen futsal.

Hwehehe~ langsung dh dy pindah jd duduk d sblh gw. Trs dy bilang gini: "maap dh ya.. itu limited edition." sambil ktawa lg.. *gw na jg jd ktawa lg, digeplak*

Hohohoho~ dasar tuh anak.. Da tw ada lalat bkn na d usir malah didiemin.. Jadilah tu lalat hinggap d mulutnya.. ckckck..

Trs dy ngajakin k GM lg~ tw mo ngapain?? Dy cuman mao BELI ICE CREAM KOREA di GM a.k.a Gajah Mada..!! Bused dah th anak~ saking sk na ma Korea sampe2 k GM cuman mo bl ice cream doang trs pulang~ cape jalan na bu!!

Ahem.. Ok.. Trs pas kmrn ul kompu(kok ceritanya mundur??). UL HTML(lagi). dan lagi~ gw KLUAR DULUAN. Brp menit th gw kerjain na?? Keanya gw ngerjain na cepet bgt.. Mana samping kanan kiri pada nanya lg~ ckckck..

Eh pas nunggu d ruang kelas laen~ kok gw ngerasa cuman gw doang ya yg kluar dr labkom~? Yg laen na mn nih~??

Tp untung ada beberapa yg nunggu giliran ulangan.

Hehehe.. Saingan ul kompu(mungkin bs d blg gitu) sm tu anak yg super energik.. Kok gw mulu yg menang pdhl dy mo jd master kompu(akherannya gw katain jg).

Trs pel KWR(kewirusahaan).. Gurunya ga masuk.. Gw bengong d dpn gara2 sakit kpala.. Eh ada 1 lg tmn gw nanya2 ato nyaranin macem2.. *sigh*

Uda dh keanya segitu doang yang gw inget mengenai kejadian kmaren~ >> pdhl msh inget yg laen lg tp ga mo d ceritain krn 'mungkin' aib org.. hehehehe..

Hallelujah by Big Bang lyric

2010-02-06T15:36:00.003+07:00

Ahem.. Ok.. Gw post lirik lagu na krn kemauan gw ndiri *ditimpukin*
Well... Lagipula ni lagu OST dari salah satu Korean Drama berjudul IRIS(dan T.O.P. ternyata maen d film itu >> asli br tw T.O.P. bs maen film *digebukin para fans T.O.P.*)

Ahem.. Well.. Ni lagu ternyata~ mungkin masih bs d kategorigan sbagai lagu baru. Karena apa? Karena ini: Release Date: October 14, 2009 di Korea Selatan
info credit to: http://asianmediawiki.com/Iris_%282009-South_Korea-TV%29

Ok! Back To Topic! Ini dia lirik na:

Hangul Lyrics

Iris! Somebody help me !
Just gotta do what I gotta do

[태양]
할렐루야 I'm fallin' I'm fallin' fallin'
무너져버린 빌딩에 hey
할렐루야 I'm fallin' I'm fallin' fallin'
simisimi yo one two step action
Mission complete ~ (No doubt)

[G.D]
아무도 없는 새벽 길바닥
난 독고다이 냉정 아님 실패다
날 움직이는 명령에만 soldier type
Don't touch me Bigbang is dynamite (Boom)
소리와 함께 목숨을 내던져
시작된 임무 일처리는 Thumbs up!
우리에겐 사랑이란 사치다
피도 눈물도 없어 이것이 rule 이다

[T.O.P]
독한술이다 남은 기억은 삭제
오늘의 동료가 내일이면 적 같애
눈앞에 믿음과 배신
차가운 question
Don't ask me Test me Just blast!
왜 난 가질 수 없나
그저 평범한 일상 왜 난 가질 수 없나
늦었어 이미 난
감당못해 내 운명이다
장담은 못해 24시간

총이 탕탕 울림과 동시에
인생의 종이 땅땅 바람처럼 쌍쌍
한순간에 모든 걸 앗아갈래 Focker game
그럴수록 난 이성을 되찾아 Focker face
Son, yo! 피할 수 없다면 즐겨라
가슴은 뜨겁되 머리는 차갑게 넌 숨겨라
불어라 이판사판 모 아님 도
I'm the man T.O.P go on and stop
먹이를 찾아헤매다니는 외로운 하이에나
속죄 따윌 바란다면 shut up had to go to heller
어설픈 계략 catch me if you can
난 니 머리 위에 놀아 on the stand
We so fly 친구들아 good bye
추억들 다 burn fire
절대 방심하지마 안심한 순간 방아쇠는 너를 향해

[태양]
난 오늘도 부르짖어 소박하기를 빌어
저 위로 Oh ~ 저위로 Oh ~
내게 일어난 기적 파도에 날 떠밀어
날 실어 Oh ~ 날 잃었어

Romanized Lyrics

Taeyang]

hal lel lu ya
I'm fallin‘ I'm fallin’ fallin‘
mu neo jyeo beo rin bil ding e
hal lel lu ya
(yes) I'm fallin‘ (yes) I'm fallin’ fallin‘

shimmy shimmy yo
1,2 step action
mission complete
no doubt

GD]
Shimmy, shimmy yo
1,2 steps, action
mission complete
no doubt

GD]
a mu do eopt neun sae byeog gil ba dak
nan dok go da i naeng jeong a nim sil pae da
nan um jig i neun myeong ryeong e
my soldier type
Don't touch me BIGBANG is dynamite
Boom! so ri wa ham kke mok sum eur nae deon jyeo
si jak doen im mu ir cheo ri neun thumbs up
u ri e gen sa rang i ran sa chi da
pi do nun mul do eops eo i geos i Rule i da

TOP]
tto bae sin i da nam eun gi eog eun sak je
o neur ui dong ryo ga nae ir i myeon jeog gat ae
nun ap e mid eum gwa bae sin cha ga un question
do nasty test me just blastin
wae nan ga jir su eopt na geu jeo pyeong beom han il sang
wae neor ga jir su eopt na neuj eoss eo i mi nan
gam dang mot hae nae un myeong i da jang dam eun mot hae si gan

Taeyang]
hal lel lu ya
I'm fallin‘ I'm fallin’ fallin‘
mu neo jyeo beo rin bil ding e
TOP in the boom
hal lel lu ya
I'm fallin‘ I'm fallin‘ fallin‘

shimmy shimmy yo
1,2 step action
mission complete, no doubt

TOP]
chong i tang tang ul lim gwa dong si e
in saeng ui jong i daeng daeng ba ram cheo reom ssaeng ssaeng
han sun gan e mo deun geor as a gar like a poker game
geu reol su ron nan i seong eur doe chaj a pokerface
pi har su eopt da myeon jeul gyeo ra ga seum eun tteu geop doe meo ri neun cha gap ge
son yo neor sum gyeo ra bur eo ra i pan sa pan mo a ni myeon do
I'm the man TOP go a nim stop

GD]
meog i reur chaj a he mae da ni neun oe ro un ha i e na
seon cheo tta wir ba ran da myeon shut up oather and go to heller
eo seol peun gye ryag catch me if you can
nan ni meo ri wi e nor a understand
we so fly chin gu deur a good bye chu eok deur da burned fire
jeol dae bang sim ha ji ma an sim han sun gan bang a soe neun neo reur hyang hae

Taeyang]
hal lel lu ya
I'm fallin‘ I'm fallin’ fallin’
mu neo jyeo beo rin bil ding e
yeah GD in the boom
hal lel lu ya
I'm fallin‘ I'm fallin’ fallin‘

shimmy shimmy yo
1,2 step action mission complete
no doubt

nan o neul do bu reu jij eo so bak han gi dor bir eo jeo wi ro jeo wi ro
nae ge ir eo nar gi jeog pa do e nar tteo mir eo nar sir eo nar ilh eoss eo

hal lel lu ya
(yes) I'm fallin‘ I'm fallin’ fallin‘
mu neo jyeo beo rin bil ding e tae yang
mu neo jyeo beo rin bil ding e tae yang
in the boom
hal lel lu ya
I'm fallin‘(yes) I'm fallin’(yes) fallin‘

shimmy shimmy yo
1,2 step action mission complete
no doubt

English Translations

Taeyang]
Hallelujah, I'm falling, I'm falling, falling
Within those collapsed buildings (yeah)
Hallelujah (yes) I'm falling (yes), I'm falling, falling

GD]
Shimmy, shimmy yo
1,2 steps, action
mission complete
no doubt

GD]
Those empty streets at dawn
I'm a special agent but I still failed
I only move by the commands and I am that type of soldier
Don't touch me
Big Bang is a dynamite
Boom! Throwaway your life along with the sound
Thumbs up for finishing the mission
Love is a luxury for people like us
Coldblooded and zero emotions, that's the rule.

TOP]
That was a strong drink and now the memories are deleted
Today's allies becomes tomorrow's foes
Right under my nose there's trust and betrayal
Then there's the cold question
Don't ask me, test me, just blast it!
Why can't I have a normal life
Why can't I have you, it's too late for me
because I lost the control and that's my fate.
And I can't guarantee it 24/7

Taeyang]
Hallelujah, I'm falling, I'm falling, falling
Within those collapsed buildings there's (TOP in the building!),
Hallelujah (yes) I’m falling (yes), I’m falling, falling

GD]
Shimmy, shimmy yo
1,2 steps, action
mission complete

TOP]
Gunshot echoes but at the same time
Papers of life goes swoosh like the wind
I snatch everything away like a poker game
Then I want to regain my power back with my pokerface
Son, yo! If you can't avoid it then enjoy it
Hide your beating heart and breath
It's not all or nothing, so go ahead and call on it
I'm the man TOP, go on and stop.

GD]
Like a lonely hyena searching for a prey
If you are expecting for adequate then you better shut up and go to heller
With that half baked trap, catch me if you can
I will mess around with your head on the stand
we so fly, goodbye my fellas
burn those memories in the fire
Get careless then there will a gun aimed at you

Taeyang]
Hallelujah, I'm falling, I'm falling, falling
Within those collapsed building there's (GD in the building!),
Hallelujah (yes) I'm falling (yes), I'm falling, falling

GD]
Shimmy, shimmy yo
1,2 steps, action
mission complete
no doubt

Taeyang]
I scream then I pray for plain truth
and off to the sky I go

The waves of miracle pushes
and carries me then it looses me.

Hallelujah, I'm falling, I'm falling, falling
Within those collapsed buildings there's (Taeyang in the building!),
Hallelujah (yes) I'm falling (yes), I'm falling, falling

GD]
Shimmy, shimmy yo
1,2 steps, action
mission complete
no doubt
________________________________________________________

Lyrics credit to this site: http://whimsicalbeing.blogspot.com/2009/11/big-bang-hallelujah-lyrics-and-english.html

P.S: keanya drtd gw nge-post pasti ada hubungan na dgn Big Bang.. Well.. Maap dh ko gw fans na Big Bang. Anyway~ enjoy ^~^

My blog playlist~

2010-02-06T11:48:00.002+07:00

Ok! Akhirnya gw edit tu lagu yang gw taro d blog. Cuman di tambain beberapa lagu doang sih~ tap mending lha daripada 1 lagu doang.

Lagu yang pertama kali gw taro itu.. Raggs no Chinkonka a.k.a Raggs Requiem from 07-Ghost. Lagunya ga gw ilangin kok~ cuman playlist na gw tambain beberapa lagu~ dan lagu-lagu itu adalah... *tiba-tiba lupa judul lagunya, ditimpuk yang laen*

Ahem.. Lagu-lagunya(liat folder lagu):
- Shiki no Uta by Minmi from Samurai Champloo anime series
- You by Kazami from Samurai Champloo anime series(fourth ending theme song)

Terus.. Apa lagi ya.. *dijitak* oh ya:
- Lolipop by Big Bang feat 2NE1
- My Heaven by Big Bang
- B I G B A N G by Big Bang
- Halelujah by Big Bang
- Forever With You by Big Bang feat Park Bom(2NE1 member)

Keanya uda segitu doang.. Maap klo gw lupa lagu2 d playlist gw ndiri.. >_<"
Dan.. Maap juga ko gw fans na Big Bang(dan gw jd nge-fans gara2 tmn gw sk ngomongin Big Bang)

Note bwt lagu2 Big Bang:
Yg My Heaven gw lp itu yg eng, korean, ato yg japan version(tp dengerin aja~ *dijitak*)
Trs.. Yg nm lagu ma nama band na sama, itu yg english ver(walo gw ada yg korean ver na sih)
Lalu.. Yang Halelujah, itu sbenernya OST film IRIS dan mungkin, ga ada kaitannya sm lagu kristen.. Krn film na aja ttg misi2 gitu.. ^_^; >> liat trailer na tp ga nonton

Okay.. That's all~ enjoy the music ^~^

Stress, stress, dan stress!!

2010-02-05T09:08:00.003+07:00

*sigh* Tugas akun banyak banget.. 1 soal jawabannya berlembar-lembar.. Kasian penggaris gw jd merah gara-gara bikin tabel(klo gw sm temen-temen blg sih jadi berdarah abis bunuh sesuatu). Blon lg tangan gw yg jadi merah gara2 pen merah.. ckckck..

Ok! Smalem.. Dari jem stenga 7 mpe jem 9 kurang.. Gw coba bikin akun yang jawabannya berlembar-lembar. Ternyata~ dari jem stenga 7 mpe jem 9 kurang jurnal khusus aja kaga slese!? Padahal gw da nanya tmn tp jawaban mereka keanya kurang meyakinkan.. *ditimpuk*

Pada akhirnya gw nanya ma 1 org.. Dy juga bingung ngerjain na.. Akherannya gw tutup tuh buku akun, gw taro d tas, dan ga gw sentuh lg. Ternyata tmn gw jg kea gitu.. Jurnal khusus ja kaga slese.

Tugas akun emang biki pusing/stres.. *tepar*
Tu blog kelas blon gw update lg.. Tapi uda disetujuin sih sm wali kelas klo dijadiin buku harian kelas(itu kayaknya lho kayaknya). Blog kelas mulai gw isi dengan kejadian/kegiatan sehari-hari di kelas tuh kea gmn pas hari senin depan tanggal.. 8 Februari 2010(detil bgt) klo gw da waktu(dan klo gw inget *dijitak*)

Rencana hari ini

2010-02-04T10:00:00.002+07:00

Ok! Rencana gw hari ini adalah... Ngerubah blog kelas yang isinya gitu-gitu aja(silahkan lihat di www.thebestofxaki.blogspot.com) dan dulu rencananya mo diisi dengan kejadian-kejadian aneh d kelas tapi ga jadi *ditimpuk*

Sekarang... Rencana gw, mo ngerubah tu blog menjadi BUKU HARIAN KELAS *ditimpuk sendal*
Tapi entah dh ya pada setuju ato kaga~ soalnya pasti yang ke-isi malah aib-aib sekelas nih ya~ tapi kmaren gw tanya ma beberapa temen(cuman 45 orang sih klo ga salah sih). Tapi keanya pada ga setuju deh~

Tapi yah.. Walopun pada ga setuju keanya tetep aja bakal gw isi dengan kegiatan harian di kelas tuh kea gimana~~ *ditimpukin sekelas* itu juga ko gw inget.. *digeplak* tapi klo gw ga inget gw bakal nanya tmn kok~ jadi mungkin tetep ke isi~~ hehehe.. *digeplak lg*

Jadiiii~~~ bagi yang mo tw kegiatan d kls gw th kea gimana~~ silahkan ke sini saja~ www.thebestofxaki.blogspot.com
khekhekhe... *siap kabur dari kelas*

Terus.. hari ini.. Rencananya mo minta buku akun yang 100 lembar lagi sama nyokap karena uda tinggal 4 lembar dan keanya bakal abis buat bikin tugas yang di kasih Mr. Heli(julukan salah satu guru akun) itu juga mending tugasnya slesai.. Mana banyak lagi.. 1 soal jawabannya bejibun..

Ahem 1 lagi.. Buat senzai.. Mungkin gw bakal lanjutin ceritanya klo tugas da ga menumpuk.. ^-^;

Living Without Memory

2010-02-03T18:04:00.006+07:00

Yak.. Gw baru saja menonton film ini yang mendokumentasikan(ato mewawancarai kali ya) orang-orang yang hidup dengan sindrom.. sindrom.. Apa ya lupa *ditimpuk sendal* Ahem.. Well.. Yang pasti, orang-orang itu hidup tanpa ingat kejadian yang mereka alami setelah terbangun dari tidur. Atau, setelah beberapa menit, mereka lupa akan kejadian atau orang-orang yang berada di sekitar mereka(dan sebelumnya mereka sudah kenal).

Yah.. Kira-kira gitu. Mengerikan ya..? Hidup tanpa ingatan atau kenangan-kenangan...
Jujur gw sering(ga gitu sering sih) mikir untuk tidak mengingat masa lalu(a.k.a melupakannya tapi ternyata ga bisa ngelupain).

Ahem.. Ok.. Setelah gw nonton itu film(ga sopan amat yak?) gw jd ga terlalu mikirin tentang.. Melupakan masa lalu.. Malah gw jadi gila/stres gara2 tugas akun + ulangan(dan gara-gara temen sekolah gw yang super geje ato lebay juga sih..).

Well.. Thats all then.. ^^a *ditimpukin*

Ada untungnya juga

2010-01-26T09:46:00.002+07:00

Whew.. Ada untungnya juga ya gw ga sendirian d rumah.. Walopun ga sering sendirian lg d rumah kea dulu waktu SD - SMP..

Kenapa gw bilang gitu? Karena.. Pasti ada aja yang gw banting klo d rumah krn depresi/stres. All the time victim: MY CELL PHONE >> evil laugh *gaje, ditendang*

Tapi anehnya ga rusak2 th HP walopun skrg jd sering eror gara2 virus *gara2 dl sering masukin lagu k HP dr kompu* untungnya ga ktauan nyokap klo th HP sering gw banting..

Sementara klo d sklh ada lg korban ke-isengan gw *dijitak tmn sebangku* tp ntr jg ngisengin lg..

Uda dh segitu dl.. Drpd nanti gw banting HP lg(apa hubungannya coba?)

Baru sadar beberapa hal..

2010-01-24T17:50:00.003+07:00

Ok.. Gw tls ni post karena baru menyadari sesuatu. Dan itu adalah.. Gw cepet ngilang di keramaian klo d tinggal ma keluarga ato tmn..!

Gw br sadar klo gw sk ngilang entah kmn pas hari Sabtu tgl 23 Januari 2010, k tempat pernikahan sm keluarga, tw2 d tinggal dan akhirnya gw ngilang kmn2 nyari kluarga...

Lupakan hal itu.. Lagipula keanya gw sering banget menghilang langsung ke rumah pas pulang sekolah(tmn gw sih yang bilang klo gw cepet ngilangnya pas pulang sekolah) *dan selama itu ga sadar2 klo cepet banget ngilang*

Lagipula gw jg baru sadar akan hal lain.. Ternyata gw itu gampang stres dan depresi ya~ hanya dengan mikirin beberapa hal doang... *mojok mode on*
Tapi salah satu keahlian gw juga nyimpen masalah *digampar*

Hwehehe~~ udahlah ga usah d pikirin(tapi nanti juga jadi kepikiran lg n jd depresi deh~ *mojok lagi*)

Bener kan..

2010-01-23T08:59:00.003+07:00

Ternyata bener kan yang gw bilang kalo mau masuk DKV(Desain Komunikasi Visual) itu harus BISA GAMBAR sementara gw ini GA BISA GBR SAMA SEKALI (kecuali gbr bayangan waktu SMP dah) *dan gw jg br tw td ada yg blg gitu*

Ni lh satu tmn gw yg super geje dan energik sekali(dy klo ngapa-ngapain ga cape2 uy!) nyuru gw masuk DKV.. Uda gw blg ga bs gbr tetep aja d srh msk DKV..

Eh.. Pas gw blg gw ga bs gbr d blg, "DKV tuh ga peru ada skill gbr". Tw2 td tmn gw blg isi na nge-gambar smua.. >> mojok mode: on krn ga bs gambar

Maap dh kalo gw cuman bs nge-edit gbr bkn na bikin gbr asli original buatan tgn trs d warnain pk photoshop ato alat2 lain kea Tablet, SAI, de el el entah ada brp alat itu.. *aslinya sih gw pengen bs gbr jd bs gbr ori/asli buatan ndiri*

Jadi~ maap dh ya bagi yg da maksa gw msk DKV~ krn gw ga mao msk DKV karena 1 alsan yg simple sekali: GA BS GAMBAR.

*mojok mode: on lg krn ga bs gbr*

Another quotes

2010-01-22T09:11:00.003+07:00

Looks like i found another quotes in my phone.. And here are the quotes~

Persona 4 Quotes:
- Thou art i... And i am thou... From the sea of thy soul, i come... From the very moment of my emergence, i have been a guilding light shed to illuminate thy path... I am the original god Izanagi-no-Ookami
________

Random quotes:
- Nothing is immortal... Everything has its time. That makes us need to respect everything that's something you hate... Keep away your soul from being evil things and 'he' will hear your call

- One life is all we have and we live it as we believe in iving it. But to sacrife wgat you are and to ive without believe, that is a fat more terrible than dying
> Joan D'Arc

- My name's Hera... The goddess of youth... My word is your sword... My power is your power.. My wings is your wings... My fate is your fate... My life is your life...
________

From Chicken Soup book vol 3:
- You must be yourself. Act very honest about who and what you are. And if people still like you, that's good. If they don't like you, its their problem.
> Sting

- Maturity begins to grow when you can feel concern for others beyond self-concern
> John MacNaughton

- The soul would have no rainbow if the eyes do not shed tears
> John Vance Cheney

- Your heart is not alive before merasakam suffering ... The misery of love, breaking hearts, even though sekers stone
> Hazret Inayat Khan
________

I think.. That's all of it.. ^^a

I hate wednesday...

2010-01-20T21:24:00.003+07:00

*sigh* kebencian gw dengan hari Jum'at beralih ke hari Rabu. Tau kenapa? Pasti ga tau kan? *digeplak* Karena.. Alasannya super duper simple: BAWAANNYA BERAT!!

Gila dah..! Uda hari Rabu bawaannya cukup berat gara2 OR jd mesti bawa baju ganti lg, eh.. Jadwal d ganti jadi hari Rabu ada akun(akuntansi) jadi makin berat dh bawaan na k sekolah. Mana guru yg ngajar akun hr itu jg krg enak lg ngajarnya(bagi gw dan anak2 sekelas) jd ngantuk dh d kls abis OR~

Gw sekolah uda kayak bawa bom aja buku na berat2.. Mana buku akun na gede2 + berat2 lagi.. Hweeh~ sengsara~ angkat beban~ T___T

Tp untungnya, td OR gurunya telat jd pada maen deh d lapangan~ yg cewe maen basket~ yg cowo maen futsal + basket~ uda sering nih guru telat dateng dan berakhir pada maen. But still.. I HATE WEDNESDAY!! Hiks.. Bawaannya berat.. Pundak gw pegel bw buku yg berat bgt.. Uda jarang gw bw buku seberat itu walopun dl waktu SMP buku na juga berat2 lagi.. T___T

Udalah.. Terima nasib aja bw buku berat + baju d hari Rabu.. T__T (dan juga jd latihan angkat beban *dijitak*)

Quotes, quotes, quotes~~

2010-01-18T17:52:00.009+07:00

Mm... Again~ i confused what to write.. But i decided to write some quotes before they disappear from my phone.

07-Ghost quotes:
"Please don't tell me that loving someone is also the same as losing them."
- Teito Klein

"If you can't speak the truth, your heart can't open."
- Teito Klein

"Human kind's true happiness is in overomming suffering on one's own. It can't be placed into something else."
- Labrador/Profe

"When everything is wrapped up, it resembles snow..."
__

Jigoku Shoujo quote:
"When one person is curse, two graves are bought. When your body die, your soul will be taken to hell."
- Ai Enma
__

xxxHolic quote:
"In this world there's no such thing as coincidence. All there is, is inevitability..."
- Ichihara Yuuko
__

Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle quote:
"There are no such thing as coincidences in this world. There is only destiny"
- Ichihara Yuuko

"No matter how close, no matter how distant, i'll yearn for your memories, in a far away world"
- Shaoran
__

Fullmeta Alchemist quote:
"Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy's first law of equivalent exchange. In those days, we really believed that to be the world's one, and only truth"
- Alphonse Elric
__

Initial D Drama Movie quote:
"Do not think to compete. Ignore other racer. The one you must defeated is yourself."

"Most importantly is to find your own world. Life will not be important if you can't find your own world."
__

Akaboshi - Ibun Suikoden quote:
"A 'Beast'can only be a 'Beast'. 'Our Battle' doesn't need much reason does it. Devour and get devoured. Instinct is... enough for us. A ight using our 'fangs' and 'Claws' - the onewho stands at the end is... The 'Conqueror'!!!
- Taisou
__

Air Gear quotes:
"All trees hold hands together, facing the sky. The leaves that are blocking the sunlight turn the rainforest into a dark place. The hnter does not see the beast that are hiding in the dark places revealing their fangs. Tonight, the hunter will be hunted by the beast. Here is Sleeping forest."

"“Sound by itself only a noisy tremor, but if paired with correct timing, it will become a beautiful tune.” This is what our leader says.. Everyone and everything… The whole universe is supported by sound. Sound is alive, no, it’s because sound exists… That we are alive."
- Kururu
__

Beyond The Beyond quotes:
"Yeah, there's time in ife you'll fall down in the dumps... Catch in sick troubles and find yourself lost in all sort of crazy probems you could ever imagine... But hey, you'll survive! ...... I hope."

"I have my worries too. But, my brother always said, 'if a person carried too much baggage, he would never grow up'"
- Futaba

"Our powers have limits. When wishes are granted, our lives are spent"
- Kiara
__

Spice and Wolf quote:
"These ears are for hearing every calamity and every lie. Then to tell all of my friends about the dangers. This tail that is white on the tip is my pride and is acclaimed by those who see it. The cleer wolf of yoitsu is none other than me."
- Horo
__

Ghost Hunt quote:
"The friends that came here with all of you have to be precious, and you eventually come to love them, i think not being with your loved ones will only make you sad and lonely. So i think everyone should stat together."
- Mai Taniyama
__

William Shakespeare's words:
- All the world are stage. And the men and women merely players

- Loves looks not with the eyes but with the minds

- There's nothing either good or bad, but thinking.. Makes it so.
__

Kingdom Hearts Re: Chain of Memories quote:
"There's nothing better than being reunited with someone you care about"
-Gepeto
__

Random quotes:
- Love is not an emotion; it is our very existence. If anything can come close to understanding what we are, then it is love. When ove is without demand - demand for respect, love, attention, etc. Then that love is deep, divine, eternal; our very being. If there is any demand in love, then it does not have any depth; it is very shallow. Our thoughts, our emotion, feeings, actions, body, mind, intellect, anyway keep on changing. They are not permanent. If anything is permanent, it is at the core of being, master the universe, and that is love and that is YOU

- When the life of one person is saved, another one must be left to die

- The large red one in full bloom, the dakness concealed within a flower. A child is lured... A sacred one is led. Hades and the whirling tides... And the faint night between them. A rain of blood falls.......

- If you would not step the harlot's house, do not go by the harlot's door

- To live creative life, we must lost our fear of being wrong

- We cannot direct the wind, but we can adhust the sails

- A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words

- life's dissapointments is harder to take when you don't know any swear words

- Nothing is impossible even though nothing is perfect

- Find a guy who calls you beautifful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listem to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who hold your hands in front of his friends, who thinks you're pretty without make up on. One who s constantly reminding you of how mush he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, "that's her"

- Life is simple, you decided, you can't hold back.
_______

Okay... I think.. That's all the quotes in my phone, maybe..

G-Dragon's Heartbreaker Parody XD

2010-01-09T09:12:00.003+07:00

Whew.. Juast watch G-Dragon's Heartbreaker Parody by Korean Student. The best GD's parody i guess.. But still, the parody is so funny XD XD

Ahem.. Well.. The official MV is this:

It's been a while..

2009-12-22T15:32:00.002+07:00

*sigh* Well... Its been a while since i updated the blog because.. I don'w what to post or write. And... I haven't update my story and thinking to rewrite the story with some different character, etcetera etcetera~
Unfortunatelly, i don't have a book to write the story T^T

Ahem.. And also.. Looks like i need to practice my singing skill. I haven't singing again for a few month(except at cultural art lessons) so i decided to practice my singing skill again but i don't know the right time to practice. Usually i practice when there's no one at home but, now my big bro always at home TAT

Oh well.. I can practice at school. Anyway~ Recently i thinks many things and.. The emergence of 'that' memories 'till i got an insomnia a few days ago.. I hope they dissapear..

Acara selesai! XD

2009-12-01T17:06:00.002+07:00

Yak! Peringatan Hari AIDS Sedunia selesai!! Gile... Cape... Dari pagi bagiin selembaran + pita(sama minta sumbangan sih) ke anak SD, SMP dan SMA/SMK serta orang tua murid. Ada yang nolak~ ada yang nerima~~ Ada yang kejam banget~ masa baru d ambil, blon di buka(pita msh ada d plasti) langsung di buang d dpn mata para panitia(gw sm 2 org lg sih ngga soalnya ada d lapangan). Tapi usaha yg bikin cape ga sia2... Dana yang terkumpul sebesar Rp 831.000,-(delapan ratus tiga puluh satu rupiah)! Sejarah baru dalam SMK Tri Ratna! XD

P.S: whew... hari kamis d ajakin makan sm gurunya! X3

Finished a coloring!

2009-11-30T11:01:00.003+07:00

Well... Finally i finished my friend req to color one of her line arts in 2 days... The result...? Not so good i guess because i tried to color with 'Pen Tool' only but in the end.. I color it with both pen tool and brush + smudge(for hair and skirt) and also blur in some places *headdesk*.

Anyway~ I made some version(only the background that different):
Ver. 1:

Ver. 2:

and Ver. 3:

Finished the task

2009-11-29T17:05:00.002+07:00

Fiuh... Finally i finished the task from the event management. Anyway~ the result is.. like this:
AIDS(Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome) adalah penyakit
yang mengakibatkan menurunnya sistem kekebalan tubuh.
Disebabkan oleh virus HIV(Human Immunodeficiency Virus).
Cara penularanya:
- Free Sex
- Penggunaan jarum suntik bergantian
- Transfusi darah
- Ibu yang hamil kepada bayi yang ia kandung
Cara pencegahannya:
- Setia kepada pasangan/menggunakan kondom
- Menggunakan jarum yang streril/hanya 1 kali
- Mengadakan pemeriksaan darah kepada orang
yang akan mendonorkan darahnya
- Ibu yang terinfeksi HIV tidak menyusui anaknya

OSIS SMK TRI RATNA

A little.. Too weird huh? That is the result anyway.. With the font type Arial and font size 9.5 ...
Well... that the teacher want to fit the 8 pieces of paper. What a stingy teacher...

Rapat selesai!

2009-11-28T12:28:00.000+07:00

Bzzt.. Sial.. Slh nge-post kmrn.. Malah post d blog yg atu lg.. --a

Anyway~ rapat utk hr slasa dah slese! Beserta pita merah entah itu ada brp yg pasti targetnya mesti 800 pita... Nyampe segitu ga ya td? O.o
well.. Gw ga tw krn ga ada yg mo ngitungin.
Skrg tgs gw.. Nyari info mengenai penyakitnya. Saatnya bekerja! XD XD

Got another photo!

2009-11-26T10:55:00.000+07:00

Yay! I got another photo of my cute little doggie while it was sleeping..! XD *paparazi at home*

damn.. It was so cute... Maybe i'll take another photo of my cute little doggie >w<

Okay...!

2009-11-18T19:26:00.000+07:00

Finnaly finished the blog because someone forced me to...
Dan tadi d berikan pertanyaan agak aneh oleh seseorang pula yg bikin gw agak bingung~~

Anyway~ bingung mo d isiin apa~
mungkin bakal d isi sm diari ato beberapa karya PS gw(bwt shara klo liat blognya... Maap klo ga bs lanjutin coloring T^T)

Lumière et L'obscurité

Friday, August 13 2010

Friday, July 30 2010

Wednesday, July 7 2010

Anything i want to post

Anything and Everything *shot*

Fujoshi?! And some other things...

The Stories

Setelah & saat PPD

Spiral Suizi no Kizuna Quotes!! XD

About Shaolee(Rikku)

Some 07-Ghost Quotes

Hiroshi Shiomiya

Utada Hikaru & Final Fantasy Addicted, also 1 new Character

12 April 2010, dan sedikit curhat

Little Love Story, Chapter 3, Part 1, Avaron's Past

Another Quotes

Star - Your Ex-Lover Is Dead

Another siggy~

Beberapa keterangan

Time Flies by Lykke Li

Little Love Story, Chapter 2 – Contacts

Little Love Story, Chapter 1 - First Meeting

Am I already dead?

Avatars~ XD

Some siggy

The Judgement of Paris

First avatar and other things

Another siggies~

Second GIMP Signature

GIMP Signature

Kejadian sebelum & setelah pesta pernikahan

Something..

Maha Sudassana Sutta

Maha Sudassana Sutta

Quotes again!! XD

Another quotes(again!)

About Big Bang

BIG BANG

Anggota

G-Dragon

Taeyang (SoL)

T.O.P

Daesung (D-Lite)

Seungri (Victory)

Albums

Album Korea

Album Jepang

Single

Single Korea

Singel Jepang

Album dan singel solo

EP Korea (Mini Album)

Kejadian hari ini

Beberapa kejadian

Hallelujah by Big Bang lyric

Hangul Lyrics

Romanized Lyrics

English Translations

My blog playlist~

Stress, stress, dan stress!!

Rencana hari ini

Living Without Memory

Ada untungnya juga

Baru sadar beberapa hal..

Bener kan..

Another quotes

I hate wednesday...

Quotes, quotes, quotes~~

G-Dragon's Heartbreaker Parody XD

It's been a while..

Acara selesai! XD

Finished a coloring!

Finished the task

Rapat selesai!

Got another photo!

Okay...!

Anything and Everything shot